Fapped 3 times today

[Deleted member 306]

Yesterday, I did 11 times. Today, I was going to quit but I did it again. I don't even have the energy to feel at this point.  My libido is neuttralized. Why can't I be like this without having to burn my dick off?

I crave females so bad it's ridiculous. I never believed I would become so pathetic growing up. I didn't have such issues when I was 18. But as time went by, my standards fell and my urges grew. It just saddens me that I fell into the porn trap like an idiot. If I had realized I was an incel earlier and that I will never have sex I would have never touched my dick. We are not meant to look all these naked women on the screen. Porn is unatural. You have 100s of nude laides with just one click. This shit destroys your brain.

I would use hookers but I have my doubts. I have heard many stories about guys that got AIDS and that scares me. I have also read about guys getting addicted to prostitutes to the point they lost their money. I alredy did the mistake of fapping so I don't want to fall into another trap.

I have to get my shit together. I have to study and get my deegree in March. I can't take college anymore. It's sui fuel. All these bitches that are taken and I won't fuck. College is shit if you are an ugly subhuman. Fuck that place. Rotting is the best future for us. In order to get that I have to graduate first. And while I waste my life studying so that I can rot Chad has dropped out of school and fucks girls non stop.

 

[Deleted member 306]

Just KYS bro. It's over for you.

 

[Red Shambhala]

Today is Day 7 of NoFap for me. 
I'm not sure now if I should fap tomorrow as I had planned, or -given that this week was out of the ordinary (very hard, and stressful)- try to continue the nofap for a little. I feel like it's cheating if you don't have an ordinary week but very hard things to do etc. But maybe I just fap tomorrow and try it again over the holidays.

 

[Crustaciouse]

I haven't jacked off in 7 days because my families in the house, I'm going crazy.

 

[Deleted member 306]

Today is Day 7 of NoFap for me. 
I'm not sure now if I should fap tomorrow as I had planned, or -given that this week was out of the ordinary (very hard, and stressful)- try to continue the nofap for a little. I feel like it's cheating if you don't have an ordinary week but very hard things to do etc. But maybe I just fap tomorrow and try it again over the holidays.

I once went for 3 months. With each relapse, I found new porn so the addiction got stronger.

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I haven't jacked off in 7 days because my families in the house, I'm going crazy.

Porn is so addictive man. We shouldn't be like this

 

[Red Shambhala]

I once went for 3 months. With each relapse, I found new porn so the addiction got stronger.

3 months is pretty impressive. 
So ... I guess once you relapsed you didn't simply fap but felt like rewarding yourself and spent hours collecting and watching porn?

 

[Deleted member 306]

3 months is pretty impressive. 
So ... I guess once you relapsed you didn't simply fap but felt like rewarding yourself and spent hours collecting and watching porn?

Every relapse is a binge. I spend ten hours watching porn and fapping. Without pussy it's difficult to stay stray and it's hard to give up on masturbation.

 

[Deleted member 1627]

You should only be fapping once. Are you trying to break your penis

 

[Red Shambhala]

Every relapse is a binge. I spend ten hours watching porn and fapping. Without pussy it's difficult to stay stray and it's hard to give up on masturbation.

Yeah, that's what I feared/imagined. Personally, I never actually WATCHED much porn but I spent hours reading porn stories, writing porn captions and trying to get sex RP in Second Life. Right now I made a plan to write a sex short story and just made some notes about the first two scenes, lol --- so I guess that's what I get addicted to. It's all pretty pathetic. Maybe the best thing to do is to fap as much as you want but not watch any kind of porn, porn pics, porn captions, et.c

 

[Deleted member 306]

You should only be fapping once. Are you trying to break your penis

I know man but women are so hot

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Yeah, that's what I feared/imagined. Personally, I never actually WATCHED much porn but I spent hours reading porn stories, writing porn captions and trying to get sex RP in Second Life. Right now I made a plan to write a sex short story and just made some notes about the first two scenes, lol --- so I guess that's what I get addicted to. It's all pretty pathetic. Maybe the best thing to do is to fap as much as you want but not watch any kind of porn, porn pics, porn captions, et.c

I can't fap without porn

 

[Masculinist]

How many times did you try to give up porn? But legit try to quit? For me it's like 4-5 times but I always relapse. IT'S SO FUCKIN ADDICTING FUCK WHOEVER INVENTED THAT SHIT

 

[Deleted member 306]

How many times did you try to give up porn? But legit try to quit? For me it's like 4-5 times but I always relapse. IT'S SO FUCKIN ADDICTING FUCK WHOEVER INVENTED THAT SHIT

Let's see. It's like 50 times in 2 years.

 

[PM_ME_STRIPPERS]

Yesterday, I did 11 times. Today, I was going to quit but I did it again. I don't even have the energy to feel at this point.  My libido is neuttralized. Why can't I be like this without having to burn my dick off?

I crave females so bad it's ridiculous. I never believed I would become so pathetic growing up. I didn't have such issues when I was 18. But as time went by, my standards fell and my urges grew. It just saddens me that I fell into the porn trap like an idiot. If I had realized I was an incel earlier and that I will never have sex I would have never touched my dick. We are not meant to look all these naked women on the screen. Porn is unatural. You have 100s of nude laides with just one click. This shit destroys your brain.

I would use hookers but I have my doubts. I have heard many stories about guys that got AIDS and that scares me. I have also read about guys getting addicted to prostitutes to the point they lost their money. I alredy did the mistake of fapping so I don't want to fall into another trap.

I have to get my shit together. I have to study and get my deegree in March. I can't take college anymore. It's sui fuel. All these bitches that are taken and I won't fuck. College is shit if you are an ugly subhuman. Fuck that place. Rotting is the best future for us. In order to get that I have to graduate first. And while I waste my life studying so that I can rot Chad has dropped out of school and fucks girls non stop.

11 fucking times? How is ur dick not hurting or chafed from all of that jacking?

Craving females is not anything bad tho, its literally wired into mens brain to want sex/ affection, and thats why we are called entitled by FHO's and normies whenever we express loneliness or isolation because of being a virgin/ khhv.

Where do you live? Tbh if you wanna go to a prostitute go to a brothel ( if legal/exist in ur state). They are regularly tested and are probably cleaner than any female you see out in public.

 

[Deleted member 306]

11 fucking times? How is ur dick not hurting or chafed from all of that jacking?

Craving females is not anything bad tho, its literally wired into mens brain to want sex/ affection, and thats why we are called entitled by FHO's and normies whenever we express loneliness or isolation because of being a virgin/ khhv.

Where do you live? Tbh if you wanna go to a prostitute go to a brothel ( if legal/exist in ur state). They are regularly tested and are probably cleaner than any female you see out in public.

It's hurting alot actually but nothing can stop me. I stroke it very fast so it doesn't have time to feel the burb.

UK. I have heard bad news man.

 

[PM_ME_STRIPPERS]

It's hurting alot actually but nothing can stop me. I stroke it very fast so it doesn't have time to feel the burb.

UK. I have heard bad news man.

its fucking over.

 

[Deleted member 306]

its fucking over.