i need to wake up early, i was supposed to go to bed hours ago but instead i spent that time fantasizing about capturing my childhood bullies and torturing them to death.
there were a few main bullies, a few other ones that were mostly sucking up to the bigger bullies but they also helped them bully me sometimes. and a few girls who didn't really bully me routinely but there were moments where they bullied me both verbally and physically and humiliated me in front of the whole class.
for the suck ups, i would simply just stab them and let them bleed to death. for the bigger bullies, i would rip their fingernails off with pliers, then break their fingers with a hammer (i would prefer to cut them off but that would risk them dying too soon), then break their toes with a hammer and lastly burn their skin a little with a lighter. then i would throw them in a cage and leave them to die of thirst or starve to death.
as for the girls, i think i am still too cucked to hurt a foid. maybe it's not cuckedness per say, i think it might be just that i am scared of foids, not just talking to them but getting close to them or touching them. so i would probably just put them in a cage, give them some water every day and let them slowly starve to death. i would maybe make it a little more fun by putting some rats in the cage. at first they would probably be scared and scream, but as the hunger grew on them they would eat the rats raw with their bare hands like savages. i think that would be fitting justice, because they humiliated me, and this way they would also be humiliated and stripped of their humanity. i was a very empathetic person as a kid who cared a lot about the world and the wellbeing of others, but they stripped me of my emotions and my humanity, so they deserve the same. i think after some days i would probably just shoot them and finish them off instead of letting them starve to death over the matter of weeks.
i am most of the time a peaceful moralfag and i wouldn't even think of stuff like this. most of the time i think no one deserves such cruel stuff, not even the worst people, not even my childhood bullies. but sometimes i get really sad and angry and wish i could take revenge.
my thumb hurts so im supposed to be resting my thumb and not use it for anything but i had to get all of this off my chest and now my thumb hurts again. all these years later those bullies are still hurting me and winning over me.
there were a few main bullies, a few other ones that were mostly sucking up to the bigger bullies but they also helped them bully me sometimes. and a few girls who didn't really bully me routinely but there were moments where they bullied me both verbally and physically and humiliated me in front of the whole class.
for the suck ups, i would simply just stab them and let them bleed to death. for the bigger bullies, i would rip their fingernails off with pliers, then break their fingers with a hammer (i would prefer to cut them off but that would risk them dying too soon), then break their toes with a hammer and lastly burn their skin a little with a lighter. then i would throw them in a cage and leave them to die of thirst or starve to death.
as for the girls, i think i am still too cucked to hurt a foid. maybe it's not cuckedness per say, i think it might be just that i am scared of foids, not just talking to them but getting close to them or touching them. so i would probably just put them in a cage, give them some water every day and let them slowly starve to death. i would maybe make it a little more fun by putting some rats in the cage. at first they would probably be scared and scream, but as the hunger grew on them they would eat the rats raw with their bare hands like savages. i think that would be fitting justice, because they humiliated me, and this way they would also be humiliated and stripped of their humanity. i was a very empathetic person as a kid who cared a lot about the world and the wellbeing of others, but they stripped me of my emotions and my humanity, so they deserve the same. i think after some days i would probably just shoot them and finish them off instead of letting them starve to death over the matter of weeks.
i am most of the time a peaceful moralfag and i wouldn't even think of stuff like this. most of the time i think no one deserves such cruel stuff, not even the worst people, not even my childhood bullies. but sometimes i get really sad and angry and wish i could take revenge.
my thumb hurts so im supposed to be resting my thumb and not use it for anything but i had to get all of this off my chest and now my thumb hurts again. all these years later those bullies are still hurting me and winning over me.
