That’s the thing, there is no point. I don’t give a fuck about love or dying alone or whatever soy bullshit (((they))) want you to be depressed about. I’m just depressed over the one thing I can’t change, looks. Like, imagine how different my life would’ve been if I was a 6’3 aryan Chad with hunter eyes. Being depressed over being loveless is fucking stupid. If anything you should be depressed over not being a tall attractive Chad. That‘s objectively makes more sense because you have to meet a certain looks threshold first in order to find genuine love
Your life is not worth living. I tell myself this whenever I get too socially anxious and it slightly helps calm my nerves knowing that I don’t matter. That means that there are no expectations of me from anyone so I don’t owe anyone anything. I also cope by telling myself I’ll die soon anyway so being anxious is kinda retarded
Which normie is giving you advice? I’ve never had anyone give enough of a shit about me to give me advice even if it’s bluepilled bullshit. Once you take the blackpill, you can see right through the lies normies spew and the jestermaxxing they do in attempts to attract foids and climb up the social ladder so not doing the shit they do goes without saying. Normies tell you to act conform to their mentality and way of doing things because they want to see you be another bluepilled cog in the machine like they are, not because they want what’s best for you
It’s different for me. I would’ve been so happy and maybe even slightly NT and less high inhib if I never found the blackpill/incels. I find myself constantly comparing my subhuman self to better looking men. I know so much about facial structure I could be a fucking plastic surgeon assistant. I can immediately pinpoint how tall someone is in milliseconds just by looking at them, even from far away. If I was bluepilled and ignorant, I wouldn’t even know what my failos are and I wouldn’t constantly compare myself to other boys. I notice literally every little micro aggression and people make towards me. The fact that how people view and treat me is entirely 100% based on looks is eating away at my sanity. I can’t do anything anymore without being reminded of it. That’s why Ignorance truly is bliss. My mind is constantly suffering. I will NEVER be at peace. Fuck the blackpill, I unironically fully regret ever taking it tbh. No man should live like this. I feel like I lost myself somewhere along the way. Fuck