
Jerek
Cucks are ugly people in denial.
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So, i've recently moved into an apartment which is on a pretty high floor. I did it, basically, because i liked the idea of seeing my city from above but also because if i really get depressed i can always just throw myself from the balcony.
Now, the problem is that i'm fucking scared that it could end just with me agonizing and possibly surviving. I'm not good to "dive" (even in the pool i cannot do that properly) so i don't know how to fall with the head and honestly, even if i knew, that moment is so tense that you can make errors.
I mean, what happens if i fall with my feet? Do i "squish" on the concrete? The idea terrorizes me.
Now, the problem is that i'm fucking scared that it could end just with me agonizing and possibly surviving. I'm not good to "dive" (even in the pool i cannot do that properly) so i don't know how to fall with the head and honestly, even if i knew, that moment is so tense that you can make errors.
I mean, what happens if i fall with my feet? Do i "squish" on the concrete? The idea terrorizes me.