Fucked up my suicide attempt, to be honest the concern showed by any of my family was underwhelming though I don't know why I expected them to have any in the first place, who gives a shit about a subhuman (blood or not).
I've just been LDARing since I tried, been trying to distract myself. It's peaceful but I feel like I'm being forced to fit to a standard that I am unable to achieve by my virtue signalling family. I can't just pretend everything is fine when it clearly fucking isn't and it's infuriating to try and defend my actions when my problems are being labelled as insignificant or fabricated.
I've just been LDARing since I tried, been trying to distract myself. It's peaceful but I feel like I'm being forced to fit to a standard that I am unable to achieve by my virtue signalling family. I can't just pretend everything is fine when it clearly fucking isn't and it's infuriating to try and defend my actions when my problems are being labelled as insignificant or fabricated.
