Fading social desires

[deleted fren]

The way my mind works is much different than how it worked when I was younger. I do not have social desires. I have no ambition to go join some group or whatever club, or discord server like I once did. I do own a incel discord server, but I'm barely active on it.

The majority of my thoughts when I'm around other people are negative. I was taking a walk outside and I couldn't help but day dream about the people being eaten alive by animals. I can't stand reading social media comments sections because I see them as fools far below myself.

This forum is really the only active socializing I partake in, and even then I grow inactive due to a lack of interest in socializing.

 

[ManOfVengeance]

The way my mind works is much different than how it worked when I was younger. I do not have social desires. I have no ambition to go join some group or whatever club, or discord server like I once did. I do own a incel discord server, but I'm barely active on it.

The majority of my thoughts when I'm around other people are negative. I was taking a walk outside and I couldn't help but day dream about the people being eaten alive by animals. I can't stand reading social media comments sections because I see them as fools far below myself.

This forum is really the only active socializing I partake in, and even then I grow inactive due to a lack of interest in socializing.

I too pretend that people are being eaten alive when I'm outside, but In my head i'm imagining it being zombies, I don't talk to people in real life either and I haven't done so in the last 5 years.

 

[FBI]

I am the same way. I am very antisocial and I hate having to see anyone else's face or hear their voices for more than a few minutes. I cannot stand small talk, crowded rooms, loud chewing, people who stand too close, or the fake cheerfulness that everyone pretends is normal. This forum is easier because I can choose when to engage, and I do not have to endure the performance of social life.

 

[deleted fren]

I too pretend that people are being eaten alive when I'm outside, but In my head i'm imagining it being zombies, I don't talk to people in real life either and I haven't done so in the last 5 years.

I am the same way. I am very antisocial and I hate having to see anyone else's face or hear their voices for more than a few minutes. I cannot stand small talk, crowded rooms, loud chewing, people who stand too close, or the fake cheerfulness that everyone pretends is normal. This forum is easier because I can choose when to engage, and I do not have to endure the performance of social life.

 

[BPJ]

its all so draining