Venting Fading out of this world.

[Misogynist Vegeta]

I've never done any recreational drugs not even alcohol yet lately I'm been completely zoning out to random YouTube videos, I don't even remember what I've watching half the time, It's as if my brain has reached a limit of trauma that literally parts of my brain are literally just flicking off. I know that's not happening but it really feels like it. It's such a surreal feeling when I snap out of it, It's like been zombified without even touching the pills this time. I guess this is just how life is now the new normal of just fading out of existence for hours so that I can get through the day. It's like one big haze, One day I'm going to wake up and it's gonna be 2026 and nothing has changed and it's gonna feel like no time has passed.

 

[Soystein]

I think that is called dissociation.

Dissociation (psychology) - Wikipedia

en.wikipedia.org

 

[LastGerman]

I've never done any recreational drugs not even alcohol yet lately I'm been completely zoning out to random YouTube videos, I don't even remember what I've watching half the time, It's as if my brain has reached a limit of trauma that literally parts of my brain are literally just flicking off. I know that's not happening but it really feels like it. It's such a surreal feeling when I snap out of it, It's like been zombified without even touching the pills this time. I guess this is just how life is now the new normal of just fading out of existence for hours so that I can get through the day. It's like one big haze, One day I'm going to wake up and it's gonna be 2026 and nothing has changed and it's gonna feel like no time has passed.

Sometimes it is like, time does not pass, but then all of the sudden, it is hours later. Nothing makes sense anymore. Nothing adds up. I do nothing all day. It is just so dull. I am tired of it. I am tired of being tired of it. This is what happens if you do not have a big penis. I want a big penis.