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fallenghost
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For the past two months, my car has been out of commission, so I've been relying heavily on my escooter to get around. Whenever I visit a particular Chinese takeout spot that I like for its affordable side dishes, I can't help but notice the cold treatment and judgmental stares directed at me. It's uncomfortable to see others, who appear average or below in appearance, being treated with respect while I'm either ignored or met with hostility for no apparent reason. Recently, one of the servers raised her voice at me, and I stood up for myself by shouting back. It felt good to assert myself after facing unfair treatment and bullying throughout my life.
Despite feeling hungry and the current cloudy, windy weather, I'm hesitant about going back there today due to the potential for mistreatment. The recent rainy nights and power outages have left me feeling unmotivated. Should I mentally prepare myself to endure more abuse if I go today? Or should I just take a break from it all?
Despite feeling hungry and the current cloudy, windy weather, I'm hesitant about going back there today due to the potential for mistreatment. The recent rainy nights and power outages have left me feeling unmotivated. Should I mentally prepare myself to endure more abuse if I go today? Or should I just take a break from it all?