nowadays after so many years of inceldom, i hardly feel any kind of emotion at all, whether that be good or bad
i get a bad grade on my exam? oh that sucks. who cares
my very old childhood friend died recently, and i didnt feel much of anything when i heard the news from a mutual, i guess i am supposed to be sad and cry or whatever but i havent cried in years, and the feeling of wanting to cry even has gone away
even when something good happens to me, like when i benched 315 the other day, i just thought to myself "oh thats cool" and went on with my day.
its probably due to inceldom wreaking havoc on my mental state, to the point where just to avoid my own pain of feeling anything i just opt out of the feeling itself
sad shit
i get a bad grade on my exam? oh that sucks. who cares
my very old childhood friend died recently, and i didnt feel much of anything when i heard the news from a mutual, i guess i am supposed to be sad and cry or whatever but i havent cried in years, and the feeling of wanting to cry even has gone away
even when something good happens to me, like when i benched 315 the other day, i just thought to myself "oh thats cool" and went on with my day.
its probably due to inceldom wreaking havoc on my mental state, to the point where just to avoid my own pain of feeling anything i just opt out of the feeling itself
sad shit
