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I am still heart broken and in shock. Never thought humans could be like that. I try to make this quick my mom died 20/20 my sister died 2021 and my dad died March 20 25 and I found myself home alone in the house heartbroken and devastated after my dad died I was admittedly I was using substances through a guy I know who I thought was a friend and he introduced me to this girl and through manipulation and what other b******* she played I kind of started liking her and fell for her and then she started selling me cut product so pretty much scamming me and then it all throughout playing manipulate manipulating asking me to show up in places she wouldn't show up something called the trauma Bond and then one day all of a sudden just stop communicating and that was it just drop me on my face I was hurting and my dad died she pretended to start like be interested in everything nice and happy and friendly and then all of a sudden boom I never felt so bad my f****** life to me that's f****** evil to do to do that to somebody when they're down and you know it and the fact that I didn't go out with women for almost 20 years because of certain issues with confidence and stuff and she knew it and she just played it all along and she had no intentions at all like she was just so cold I could there wasn't anything I could say to make her feel anything and then I find out she's a prostitute I'm f****** heartbroken man I hate my life my life was s*** to begin with it was I've been at home with anxiety and depression since 1999 wishing I was dead every f****** day but I still hear and never gave up yet and this f****** broad just did all this for a game she would have got the money the money anyways I still would have used it but she didn't have to involve feelings make me fall for her like f*** when somebody's f****** hurting already from their dad from their family dying and you go and do that at the lowest point what a f****** absolute f****** c*** evil c*** I'm telling you if I could exterminate someone and not get caught some people would be gone right now that's all I got to say I don't even give a f*** if I can get in trouble for saying that I don't give a f*** anymore f*** everybody I don't give a f*** you don't like this f****** post I don't give a f*** how's that
