
nxdismycope
Its not over - its just never began
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- Aug 13, 2018
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im so sick of this
everytime i go outside i get reminded that
most people got partner
most people got friends
most people have sex
most people are at least happy sometimes
most people can have conversations in a cool normal way
most people dont look like a depressed ugly zombie
yesterday i was on my way walking routine, and there was this couple ahead that kissed while walking like fuck you pieces of shit. i legit just went home, they destroyed my mood
and on the way 4 young stacies passed by and i legit couldnt even look at them (high inhb) and they laughed (i guess cuz they noticed how patethic i am)
today i went to the supermarket and there was this new cute foid cashier, after i left i saw she made a mistake (took 25$ more lol wtf) so i talked to her and i just got nervous af and went retarded mode, talked like the miserable patethic subhuman i am. she legit had a look of "wtf is wrong with this poor guy"
just fuck this shit. if i would lived in america it would be cool... amazon in a matter of hours, will barely need to go outside......... but sadly im not.
also fuck LDAR. its completely ruined me even more. im LDAR for the last 8 months and 8 months ago at least my mental state was way better.
/vent over.
everytime i go outside i get reminded that
most people got partner
most people got friends
most people have sex
most people are at least happy sometimes
most people can have conversations in a cool normal way
most people dont look like a depressed ugly zombie
yesterday i was on my way walking routine, and there was this couple ahead that kissed while walking like fuck you pieces of shit. i legit just went home, they destroyed my mood
and on the way 4 young stacies passed by and i legit couldnt even look at them (high inhb) and they laughed (i guess cuz they noticed how patethic i am)
today i went to the supermarket and there was this new cute foid cashier, after i left i saw she made a mistake (took 25$ more lol wtf) so i talked to her and i just got nervous af and went retarded mode, talked like the miserable patethic subhuman i am. she legit had a look of "wtf is wrong with this poor guy"
just fuck this shit. if i would lived in america it would be cool... amazon in a matter of hours, will barely need to go outside......... but sadly im not.
also fuck LDAR. its completely ruined me even more. im LDAR for the last 8 months and 8 months ago at least my mental state was way better.
/vent over.