Darien
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- Joined
- Aug 9, 2025
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I Wake up and feel tired, no purpose, social life, or copes.
its so depressing watching people my age live their lives whilst i'm rotting at homeSame man
It is, its one reason why i hate being outside. Cant even cope with gymcelling or nightwalksits so depressing watching people my age live their lives whilst i'm rotting at home
yeah i cant see myself going on night-walks, especially because normies are going to parties or coming back home at that timeIt is, its one reason why i hate being outside. Cant even cope with gymcelling or nightwalks
same, without my parents id be homeless or in some psychwardYes, me too. At 28 my life and outlook have NEVER been this horrible, even if they were always horrible. I am 5'4 and facially deformed, several physical health-conditions, and I need a job soon. 2024 has been the worst year, then 2023, and it looks like 2025 will be just as bad if not worse. My childhood pets died in 2023 and 2024.
2020–2022 were bad yes, and I looked just as ugly, but I could at least cope slightly better, simply because I was younger. I always feel tired now and no medication or lifestyle change is helping.
My sleep has never been this bad, no med helps either, I have more physical pain than I used to... I think about it, in death, there is no pain or joy. But all I feel is pain. And only reason I'm still alive is my mother.





