Blackpill Monk
I want my pain to be inflicted on others
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So, throughout my life, everyone (Normies) has taken advantage of my physical and emotional weakness to supress me and bully me and i don't have any guts to face them due to being extreme fear in my heart. Being born Neurodivergent, having abusive overprotective parents that didn't allow me to socialize, genetic physical weakness and ugly, all these factors lead me to face extreme bullying. I just simply tolerate the bullying of Normies as I didn't have guts to face them as I have extreme fear and high sensitivity and weak strength. To this till date, I am facing these, I don't know that how can i live in these cruel world in future as normies always supress weak folks like me. Recently, during the evening walk, I was suddenly intrudded by two young boys, they just fear me and mocked me for no sure. I was brutally feared and don't have guts to answer them due to being Neurodivergent and physically weak and this incident gives me a brutal PTSD. And tomorrow during lunch in canteen in college, a few normies suddenly came and mocked me as a part of the dare given by thier normies friends circle.And the past trauma of bullying at school always haunts me and gives me worst PTSD
I don't know how to live in these cruel world with being both physically weak and emotionally weak. Every day i am crushed and supressed by the normies and i don't have the guts to face them due to being of extreme fear and sensitivity in my heart and physically weak. Every day i am tortured by the normies for being weak. Whyy i born as weak, whyy. I literally can't bear to live in these cruel world. Normies have no basic morality and ethics, they are know to supress the weak. I don't know what will be my future in these cruel world
I don't know how to live in these cruel world with being both physically weak and emotionally weak. Every day i am crushed and supressed by the normies and i don't have the guts to face them due to being of extreme fear and sensitivity in my heart and physically weak. Every day i am tortured by the normies for being weak. Whyy i born as weak, whyy. I literally can't bear to live in these cruel world. Normies have no basic morality and ethics, they are know to supress the weak. I don't know what will be my future in these cruel world