mentally lost cel 1
A Ghost in Istanbul
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they always told me I was “emotional” while everyone around me always severely bullied harassed ostracized and did all the evil shit to me ,if anyone else would be in my position they would either go er or suicide ,damn right I had every right to be emotional as fuck,there was no safe space for me , just at night when everyone slept I cried myself to sleep
Even when I tried coping with Islam they would shit on it saying I’m mentally ill ,man my family seriously fucked me up so so bad ,I was like their punching bag ,I will avenge us
Now I don’t fucking belong anywhere and don’t know anyone at all ,no one calls me messages me no one even cares or knows ,fuck this shit seriously ,having no social circle is so fucking bad and going to the lesser status schools hurts so much and makes me aka truecel
bad non prestigious schools+bullying +shit abusuve family =bottom of society like me
fuck this shit
I sometimes think if I stayed at my prestigious school which everyone knew me I would’ve been high normie or even much much better
now I never fit anywhere at all for a long long time
Even when I tried coping with Islam they would shit on it saying I’m mentally ill ,man my family seriously fucked me up so so bad ,I was like their punching bag ,I will avenge us
Now I don’t fucking belong anywhere and don’t know anyone at all ,no one calls me messages me no one even cares or knows ,fuck this shit seriously ,having no social circle is so fucking bad and going to the lesser status schools hurts so much and makes me aka truecel
bad non prestigious schools+bullying +shit abusuve family =bottom of society like me
fuck this shit
I sometimes think if I stayed at my prestigious school which everyone knew me I would’ve been high normie or even much much better
now I never fit anywhere at all for a long long time