Every time I think I’m getting better

[Mogged Loner]

I always think I’m gonna get better then something happens to make me feel like roping

Then I feel like roping even more for thinking I should’ve never stopped thinking about roping

Fucking sick perpetual cycle of loneliness and depression
I fucking hate life I fucking hate the fact that I’m still alive and I hate the world I live in

FUCK

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

This is completely true for me as well. I've come to expect setbacks.

 

[Deleted member 35428]

Well that was me before I found the BP, I’ve been really focused on moneymaxxing for surgery funds lately. I’m very fortunate to have found this community at 17, it really helped me get on the right track in life.

 

[Deleted member 28148]

im starting to develop another oneitis, but at the end of the day im just going to get disappointed, why must i live this endless cycle

 

[rope2cope]

all I have is set backs

 

[Dragoon]

I'm feeling the same way bro..I woke up today and wanted to rope so bad

 

[Mogged Loner]

I’m running out of copes even the ones I love become more and more empty each day