Im trying to put this shit into words, but there isnt any.
Like you're walking so further (and so ahead, at the same time) behind everyone and everything else that life becomes like... a charade? A gimmicky BS?
You try to reason with it, bargain with it, accept it, but nothing seems to work?!
Its like talking to a brickwall. You are here, and the thing is there, and you dont know what else to do.
Its just an eternal limbo of whateverness...
You are not dead, not alive, just... here.
You fell down a hill and instead of hitting the ground, you just keep falling and falling and falling....
Like you're walking so further (and so ahead, at the same time) behind everyone and everything else that life becomes like... a charade? A gimmicky BS?
You try to reason with it, bargain with it, accept it, but nothing seems to work?!
Its like talking to a brickwall. You are here, and the thing is there, and you dont know what else to do.
Its just an eternal limbo of whateverness...
You are not dead, not alive, just... here.
You fell down a hill and instead of hitting the ground, you just keep falling and falling and falling....
