- Mar 14, 2022
- 6d 17h 1m
I cannot escape my failure of a life even in dreams . There is always a tense and dark ambience in my recurring dreams and its always filled with anxiety and tense situations where i am feeling helpless and weak . Due to constant negative reinforcements from childhood for how i look , my dreams are permanently fcked up . Its gory and horrifying and regular episodes of sleep terror have completely drained my mind. One who is not good looking neither have a high iq are literally seen as people who dont have feelings by the society at large and treated like a third class human .