I wouldve fuck it up. Having every possible anxiety in the book, jfl every day i find out about a new anxiety that describes me perfectly, general anxiety, social anxiety, anxious attachment.
Cptsd, i still have nightmares every night about how my father treated us, at 37. Possibly autism, socially totally retarded, like cant even keep the conversation going online. Boring, mute, insecure, jealous. So much in loved and infatuated that it drowns. And so on and on.
Depression, Nihilism, existential dread, self-hate.
All caused by my parents. I got one opportunity at life and it was set in stone for failure before i reached puberty. Fuck this life, i didnt deserve this.
Cptsd, i still have nightmares every night about how my father treated us, at 37. Possibly autism, socially totally retarded, like cant even keep the conversation going online. Boring, mute, insecure, jealous. So much in loved and infatuated that it drowns. And so on and on.
Depression, Nihilism, existential dread, self-hate.
All caused by my parents. I got one opportunity at life and it was set in stone for failure before i reached puberty. Fuck this life, i didnt deserve this.
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