Venting I was so happy as a kid

[ropemaxxer90]

Fuck I miss being a kid man. When you didn’t have to deal with all these fucking suicidal thoughts and not worrying what others think about you and shit. Fuck even other kids weren’t bad when they were young. Everyone would get along and fucking shit but once they get into middle school/high school type of shit everything goes to shit man. I mean my insecurity and social anxiety skyrocketed when I was in middle school and high school. Constant bullying and harassment from other kids made me an insecure little fuck who craved and desired the validation of others which would cause me to do the stupidest shit. Middle school and high school ruined the fucking person I was meant to become. People ruined the fucking person I was meant to become and now I’m a spiteful, envious, wrathful, miserable nigga who thinks about killing himself every single day. I look at photos of myself when I was a kid. In those photos I was smiling ear to ear without a care in the world about people judging my smile or whatever. That’s kind of a good allusion to life. When you’re a kid u just don’t really have a care for the world and what’s in it. You’re not even aware. It’s blissful and sweet when you think about it but damn it makes tears well up in my eyes at the thought of how good life was

 

[Itsoverm8]

It’s a sad life we live

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

When you didn’t have to deal with all these fucking suicidal thoughts and not worrying what others think about you and shit. Fuck even other kids weren’t bad when they were young. Everyone would get along

Can't relate
My life has been hell since day 1

 

[Mohamedömar]

It’s a sad life we live

 

[ropemaxxer90]

Can't relate
My life has been hell since day 1

Sorry to hear that man that’s fucking brutal

 

[Matrix0_]

yea when my mom sends me pics of me when I was a child I usually cry

so sad to see a happy child and know his disgusting future

 

[elephant man]

Can't relate
My life has been hell since day 1

 

[MajorThomas666]

Fuck I miss being a kid man. When you didn’t have to deal with all these fucking suicidal thoughts and not worrying what others think about you and shit. Fuck even other kids weren’t bad when they were young. Everyone would get along and fucking shit but once they get into middle school/high school type of shit everything goes to shit man. I mean my insecurity and social anxiety skyrocketed when I was in middle school and high school. Constant bullying and harassment from other kids made me an insecure little fuck who craved and desired the validation of others which would cause me to do the stupidest shit. Middle school and high school ruined the fucking person I was meant to become. People ruined the fucking person I was meant to become and now I’m a spiteful, envious, wrathful, miserable nigga who thinks about killing himself every single day. I look at photos of myself when I was a kid. In those photos I was smiling ear to ear without a care in the world about people judging my smile or whatever. That’s kind of a good allusion to life. When you’re a kid u just don’t really have a care for the world and what’s in it. You’re not even aware. It’s blissful and sweet when you think about it but damn it makes tears well up in my eyes at the thought of how good life was

I was a Chad as a kid. Or at least I looked like one at 10. Then middle school came. Then HS. Then college. Then adulthood. My younger self would have thrown me in a camp. I went from an 8 face at 10 to 6 in HS to rotmaxxing, but it's ok.

 

[uncomfortablecel225]

I was never happy.

 

[Caichan]

We all were bro

 

[Judge Holden]

Fuck I miss being a kid man. When you didn’t have to deal with all these fucking suicidal thoughts and not worrying what others think about you and shit. Fuck even other kids weren’t bad when they were young. Everyone would get along and fucking shit but once they get into middle school/high school type of shit everything goes to shit man. I mean my insecurity and social anxiety skyrocketed when I was in middle school and high school. Constant bullying and harassment from other kids made me an insecure little fuck who craved and desired the validation of others which would cause me to do the stupidest shit. Middle school and high school ruined the fucking person I was meant to become. People ruined the fucking person I was meant to become and now I’m a spiteful, envious, wrathful, miserable nigga who thinks about killing himself every single day. I look at photos of myself when I was a kid. In those photos I was smiling ear to ear without a care in the world about people judging my smile or whatever. That’s kind of a good allusion to life. When you’re a kid u just don’t really have a care for the world and what’s in it. You’re not even aware. It’s blissful and sweet when you think about it but damn it makes tears well up in my eyes at the thought of how good life was

I started showing signs of ND when I was 7 or 8, but I wasn't aware of it until about two years later. I think the pandemic messed me up tbh

 

[Autistic Uggo]

Childhood is often the only enjoyable period of an incel's life. It's the only time we were offered any peace, contentment and hope for the future.

 

[hunter x atomics]

i lowkey didnt even get to pick in highschool, i picked at 4 years old before i developed conciousness

 

[sirlancelot]

Lol i wasnt

 

[HomicidalSuicidal88]

It’s a sad life we live

 

[Sir Silentium]

I wasn't, I've been ostracised since I was in preschool

 

[all this time]

Fuck I miss being a kid man. When you didn’t have to deal with all these fucking suicidal thoughts and not worrying what others think about you and shit. Fuck even other kids weren’t bad when they were young. Everyone would get along and fucking shit but once they get into middle school/high school type of shit everything goes to shit man. I mean my insecurity and social anxiety skyrocketed when I was in middle school and high school. Constant bullying and harassment from other kids made me an insecure little fuck who craved and desired the validation of others which would cause me to do the stupidest shit. Middle school and high school ruined the fucking person I was meant to become. People ruined the fucking person I was meant to become and now I’m a spiteful, envious, wrathful, miserable nigga who thinks about killing himself every single day. I look at photos of myself when I was a kid. In those photos I was smiling ear to ear without a care in the world about people judging my smile or whatever. That’s kind of a good allusion to life. When you’re a kid u just don’t really have a care for the world and what’s in it. You’re not even aware. It’s blissful and sweet when you think about it but damn it makes tears well up in my eyes at the thought of how good life was

Opposite for me i feel like a kid now and felt miserable when i was a kid because i was too self aware for my own good

 

[ParasiteToSociety]

I was never happy.

 

[FoidsEnshittifyAll]

blue pill ignorance is bliss. when we thought that toilets are logical and warm humans like us, instead of hypergamous solipsistic hivemind reptiles. foids and soyciety stole our purity and dreams... .

 

[H U N T E R]

Fuck I miss being a kid man. When you didn’t have to deal with all these fucking suicidal thoughts and not worrying what others think about you and shit. Fuck even other kids weren’t bad when they were young. Everyone would get along and fucking shit but once they get into middle school/high school type of shit everything goes to shit man. I mean my insecurity and social anxiety skyrocketed when I was in middle school and high school. Constant bullying and harassment from other kids made me an insecure little fuck who craved and desired the validation of others which would cause me to do the stupidest shit. Middle school and high school ruined the fucking person I was meant to become. People ruined the fucking person I was meant to become and now I’m a spiteful, envious, wrathful, miserable nigga who thinks about killing himself every single day. I look at photos of myself when I was a kid. In those photos I was smiling ear to ear without a care in the world about people judging my smile or whatever. That’s kind of a good allusion to life. When you’re a kid u just don’t really have a care for the world and what’s in it. You’re not even aware. It’s blissful and sweet when you think about it but damn it makes tears well up in my eyes at the thought of how good life was

I think the same too. Back then I was happier. I remember riding my bike through the streets at 9 am, the hot sun beating down on my face while I listened to the birds singing. It was one of the most pleasurable sensations of my life. I remember that at that time my parents didn't have enough money to pay for repairs to my bike, and back then I rode a bike without brakes, so the only way to brake was using my own feet. And since I was a kid who liked adrenaline, I was simply going down a hill at high speed and decided to try to brake the bike with my foot. I ended up flipping over and hitting my face in the mud.

 

[SamuelCedarwood]

It’s a sad life we live

 

[Aein_the_Nihilist]

I actually had friends as a kid.

But then we moved to a province and my new school was a low IQ dumpster for catholics. I got bullied in middle school for being the new kid with no social skills.

My old friends will probably think I'm a pathetic loser now

 

[xoxo_404]

Can't relate
My life has been hell since day 1

Same here

 

[xoxo_404]

I wasn't, I've been ostracised since I was in preschool

 

[Freixel]

a lot of banned mfs on this thread

 

[xoxo_404]

I was never happy.

Never been and very sure I'll never be

 

[xoxo_404]

a lot of banned mfs on this thread

I noticed too, do you know why?

 

[Freixel]

I noticed too, do you know why?

Invasion of greycels in the forum i guess

 

[xoxo_404]

Invasion of greycels in the forum i guess

I guess

 

[Akedia]

just don’t really have a care for the world and what’s in it. You’re not even aware. It’s blissful and sweet when you think about it but damn it makes tears well up in my eyes at the thought of how good life was

I miss those times.

 

[ItsOverMan]

Age 0-9 was the peak of my life. When I was happy and before I developed mental illness, before I started having sexual attractions, no responsibilities, and my parents were still alive and together. Probably age 6 was the true peak of happiness in my life.

 

[ogrefrombirth]

if my kiddo self saw me today he'd jump off