JoeBruhcel
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Maybe I'm just too negative/too depressive but I think even I got a gf I'd be too mentally fucked from years and years of loneliness, depression, anxiety and abuse for it to actually work out, I'd be paranoid literally 24/7 that she'll cheat because of my destroyed self esteem and anxiety and paranoia, I wouldn't even enjoy being with her because I'd be too busy overthinking and being paranoid.
Logically speaking, 2+ decades of suffering and physical and mental damage (depression, bad self esteem, anxiety, paranoia, trauma) can only be "fixed/reversed" with another 2+ decades of the opposite of the things that I mentioned, which will never happen.
For the edgelords who are gonna shit on this thread, this is a venting thread, read the fucking tag, I have no other outlet or anyone to talk to about this, writing this shit down makes me at least calm down and numb for a few minutes, put me on your ignore list if you don't want to see me vent.
Logically speaking, 2+ decades of suffering and physical and mental damage (depression, bad self esteem, anxiety, paranoia, trauma) can only be "fixed/reversed" with another 2+ decades of the opposite of the things that I mentioned, which will never happen.
For the edgelords who are gonna shit on this thread, this is a venting thread, read the fucking tag, I have no other outlet or anyone to talk to about this, writing this shit down makes me at least calm down and numb for a few minutes, put me on your ignore list if you don't want to see me vent.