Venting Even if I got a gf

[JoeBruhcel]

Maybe I'm just too negative/too depressive but I think even I got a gf I'd be too mentally fucked from years and years of loneliness, depression, anxiety and abuse for it to actually work out, I'd be paranoid literally 24/7 that she'll cheat because of my destroyed self esteem and anxiety and paranoia, I wouldn't even enjoy being with her because I'd be too busy overthinking and being paranoid.

Logically speaking, 2+ decades of suffering and physical and mental damage (depression, bad self esteem, anxiety, paranoia, trauma) can only be "fixed/reversed" with another 2+ decades of the opposite of the things that I mentioned, which will never happen.

For the edgelords who are gonna shit on this thread, this is a venting thread, read the fucking tag, I have no other outlet or anyone to talk to about this, writing this shit down makes me at least calm down and numb for a few minutes, put me on your ignore list if you don't want to see me vent.

 

[Deleted member 36729]

would you share your gf with me? ultimate brocel test

 

[IamLost]

Maybe I'm just too negative/too depressive but I think even I got a gf I'd be too mentally fucked from years and years of loneliness, depression, anxiety and abuse for it to actually work out, I'd be paranoid literally 24/7 that she'll cheat because of my destroyed self esteem and anxiety and paranoia, I wouldn't even enjoy being with her because I'd be too busy overthinking and being paranoid.

Logically speaking, 2+ decades of suffering and physical and mental damage (depression, bad self esteem, anxiety, paranoia, trauma) can only be "fixed/reversed" with another 2+ decades of the opposite of the things that I mentioned, which will never happen.

For the edgelords who are gonna shit on this thread, this is a venting thread, read the fucking tag, I have no other outlet or anyone to talk to about this, writing this shit down makes me at least calm down and numb for a few minutes, put me on your ignore list if you don't want to see me vent.

How old are you?

 

[Deleted member 21821]

Logically speaking, 2+ decades of suffering and physical and mental damage (depression, bad self esteem, anxiety, paranoia, trauma) can only be "fixed/reversed" with another 2+ decades of the opposite of the things that I mentioned, which will never happen

Exactly. That's one of our biggest problem: the damage is already done.
Fact is you just started to go downhill. And you are gaining speed.
After a while it's impossible to stop this speeding cart called mental breakown
My life is already over

 

[ControlledInsanity]

I think a lot of us would end up treating one like a bomb to be diffused. One wrong move could see her disappear forever so you go ultra slow and careful which just makes her leave anyway.

 

[Deleted member 21821]

would you share your gf with me? ultimate brocel test

Would you share yours?

 

[Deleted member 36729]

Would you share yours?

with @JoeBruhcel ? of course thats my brocel

 

[JoeBruhcel]

with @JoeBruhcel ? of course thats my brocel

 

[Deleted member 36729]

hopefully in our next life we can tag team foids together

 

[lumipallo]

even I got a gf I'd be too mentally fucked from years and years of loneliness, depression, anxiety and abuse for it to actually work out

I feel that way too.
Not that I'd be paranoid, but I doubt a gf could compensate for all the prior years and give me the will to live again.

 

[HeroinNihilism]

too much porn fucked ur perspective on real life foids, the second she holds ur hand ur gonna shoot a fat wad

 

[JoeBruhcel]

too much porn fucked ur perspective on real life foids, the second she holds ur hand ur gonna shoot a fat wad

Its not just porn but i don't disagree, porn is still a big part of it

 

[nice_try]

I think a lot of us would end up treating one like a bomb to be diffused. One wrong move could see her disappear forever so you go ultra slow and careful which just makes her leave anyway.

very likely.

I agree to everything that has been said.
The scariest part for me is that normal people sleep in the same bed with their partner. I can't imagine that at all. Another person in the bed would make me feel anxious and strange. I probably couldn't sleep like that at all. And what if you had to fart, I couldn't let it out, would get bloated and could sleep even less.

 

[ControlledInsanity]

very likely.

I agree to everything that has been said.
The scariest part for me is that normal people sleep in the same bed with their partner. I can't imagine that at all. Another person in the bed would make me feel anxious and strange. I probably couldn't sleep like that at all. And what if you had to fart, I couldn't let it out, would get bloated and could sleep even less.

Apparently Chads and their harem picks fart in eachother's presense once they are together. Its cute or funny when Chad rips rancid gas clouds.

 

[Mecoja]

Same, i would doubt her every word and every action, i would be in constant fear she will cheat on me and i wont know anything.

 

[AtomicBlackPill]

Great post. The damage is done, you can only heal yourself so much. Even if you a gf the past trauma of nobody ever wanting you may linger with for a few years

 

[SlayerSlayer]

i cant imagine anything I'd do with a girlfriend other than cuddling. I would get bored and frustrated being her jester 24/7

 

[JoeBruhcel]

i cant imagine anything I'd do with a girlfriend other than cuddling

same

 

[Deleted member 36931]

I think even I got a gf I'd be too mentally fucked from years and years of loneliness, depression, anxiety and abuse for it to actually work out

I think a lot of us here feel that way. I know I do. I can't imagine even meeting someone who would love me. In fact, just writing that feels strange.

 

[Deleted member 38706]

I can't imagine dating a non-virgin foid while being a KHHV.

 

[Transcended Trucel]

I can't imagine dating a non-virgin foid while being a KHHV.

 

[Restart80]

I think a lot of us would end up treating one like a bomb to be diffused. One wrong move could see her disappear forever so you go ultra slow and careful which just makes her leave anyway.

 

[FuRed]

That's the thing about incel, it's a downward negative spiral or negative butterfly effect. Incel leads to depression, leads to low confidence, leads to further un-attractiveness from women. If somehow an incel managed to get a (late) gf like OP said the gf probably will quickly dump him after seeing how mentally/spiritually damaged he is.

Just Be First is everything, winners win big, they keep winning. Losers lose all.

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

Maybe I'm just too negative/too depressive but I think even I got a gf I'd be too mentally fucked from years and years of loneliness, depression, anxiety and abuse for it to actually work out, I'd be paranoid literally 24/7 that she'll cheat because of my destroyed self esteem and anxiety and paranoia, I wouldn't even enjoy being with her because I'd be too busy overthinking and being paranoid.

Logically speaking, 2+ decades of suffering and physical and mental damage (depression, bad self esteem, anxiety, paranoia, trauma) can only be "fixed/reversed" with another 2+ decades of the opposite of the things that I mentioned, which will never happen.

Yes. This is my perspective as well. I've had fantasies about my coveted foids cheating on me for years now.

Two decades would do nothing to reverse the events of our "Critical Years"(I assume this is true for you as well).

 

[JoeBruhcel]

Two decades would do nothing to reverse the events of our "Critical Years"(I assume this is true for you as well).

yep, "critical years" aka childhood and teenagehood are more important than any part of your life.

 

[Deleted member 34664]

I don't even get that far in my thinking. The fact that a girl would even want to be with me on any level greater than a friend is beyond me cause it's never happened.