Even if I did get to ascend, man it would be so damn awkward at first, don’t even know if I’d get off the first round

[Clavicus Vile]

I don’t even know if I would take my clothes off at first. I’d probably just get my dick out through my pants. I’d be overthinking like hell.

I was thinking about how awkward autism would make sex too. Especially since I can’t even make eye contact for very long with anyone and already struggle to socialize. Maybe it would be different since it’s a sexual situation? If I felt comfortable enough maybe I could be different. Eh, not like I’d ever be given a chance to know.

I’d be also self conscious about everything, like if I’m too hairy, if my breath smells or if I stink, etc. I would’ve eaten 5,000 mints, taken a 2 hour shower beforehand, and considered shaving. Far more effort than the average sex haver even puts in.

Realistically I’d probably get the girl off before I got off because of how nervous yet horny I’d be. I’d be too busy trying to make sure I was doing good at it.

 

[sub5ricemale]

Your dick would be touching the pussy that chads have came in multiple times.

She could probably do all the work and you won't get off because she looks like a skank.

 

[drunken_sailor2500]

Never related to a post more. I once almost showed my dick to some foid who didn’t know what I looked like or sounded like but I was too terrified to even send her the photo.

Literally even through a phone completely anonymous I was utterly terrified, fuck being nonNT. To make matters worse I couldn’t get my dick hard from the nerves so it looked small as fuck anyways.

That being said, it’s so brutally over for me and I couldn’t imagine full blown sex with a beautiful woman in missionary position while I kiss her and feel her body underneath the warm blankets, if even speaking to one and the idea of sending an anonymous dick pic terrified me so much then my fate is essentially sealed.

I just don’t know how sexhavers do it. I know it’s easy for foids because of the lack of pressure from living life on tutorial mode and all but the amount of positive reinforcement normie and chad men must’ve experienced to not have any anxiety is mind boggling to me.

Normies having sex to me is like a member of an uncontacted tribe suddenly in a self driving car going 80 mph, they simply are ill equipped to understand what it even is while those who are familiar with it remain calm because they were born into a life of technology while the tribesman was not.

The same applies to sex for me, I was not born into a position of being able to attain it so it scares me while simultaneously making me want it so deeply.