You guys were pretty supportive that if I lost some weight, cleared up my acne, worked on social skills, etc. I may be able to ascend. At first this made me so hopeful and this morning I went to the gym and felt a bit better already. But then I realized something really really heart wrenching. Let’s say I raise my looks from a 4.5 to a 6 or around there, then what? I MAYBE could get with an average looking girl who wouldn’t really even want to be with me. I would MAYBE get a gf but probably just casual sex with foids waiting for the better thing to come. This is why I want to be with my oneitis, she seems to actually have morals, and genuinely wants a happy relationship and hasn’t slept around (just lost her virginity recently). The thing is even if I ascend it’s not gonna happen, and maybe I’ll feel better about myself in the short term, but in the long term I don’t want a gf that doesn’t want me. I will never be tall or attractive and I’m socially awkward. I even would say I’d rather stay a virgin than fuck someone who doesn’t give a shit about me at all. I know that might be controversial… but that shit would damage me emotionally. Idk fellas I’m just sick of being in love with her and sick of wishful thinking that won’t even get me that much further than I am now.
has anyone here actually ascended successfully?
has anyone here actually ascended successfully?
