I hate my mother. She does almost nothing for me, she doesn't take care of me like a mother should. She spends her time insulting me, putting me down, and criticizing me behind my back. She doesn't love me, she never has. She has always preferred my "friends" to me, as if I were invisible to her, as if I were worthless. It hurts me deeply, because you're supposed to be able to count on your mother, but even she doesn't give me love. And if even my own mother doesn't love me, then who can? No one loves me, I'm alone, without affection, even within my own family.
