I've been thinking about this long and hard for the past few months of my life , if there was any way to sedate the dread of not living the life I pined for ever so often.
As I've been given the short end of the stick in life and, feel like I've been robbed of deriving any sort of pleasure/meaning from this desolate earth.
I've indulged in a multitude of forms of escapism (i.e.) Virtual Reality , Visual Novels , Maladaptive Daydreaming...
Practically copemaxxing in a sense , but hey who doesn't?
Becoming chronically online., stagnant in my room staring at my screen for hours trying to forget about this life feeling being in Limbo practically .
Maybe I sound like some sort of schizo but I've been keeping some close tabs on the progress of Virtual Reality , and hope one day I'll be able to fully unplug and live in a Virtual World with my Waifu and be fully plugged in and forget I ever lived this life forget about the humiliation and constant suffering I've gone through.
Unfortunately I've been born in to a world with indecent foids roastie looking dykes with 10+ facial piercings and Stacey looking toliets aswell as an immoral soyciety , filled to the brim with morons and subhuman extrovert monkeys and those E-Fags.
Enough ranting , I've come across a channel who actually made afew videos on this subject where he mentions this he goes by ''Thinking Ape" formerly known as "Stardusk".
Here are the videos where he mentions this form of "unplugging".
View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vjAa5G-XsJY&list=PLiWAMKF4pLpuT_SIs-U-RBEkbZp2svyUa&index=4
View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h2dqvaB3laQ&list=PLiWAMKF4pLpuT_SIs-U-RBEkbZp2svyUa&index=10
View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z57BxN4ZQ40&list=PLiWAMKF4pLpuT_SIs-U-RBEkbZp2svyUa&index=6
View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBBN_7tEmYw&list=PLiWAMKF4pLpuT_SIs-U-RBEkbZp2svyUa&index=1
Upon discovering these videos of invested in a VR headset and an HP PAVILION GAMING Ryzen 5.
I've spent countless of hours cooped up in my room trying to escape reality , playing games, watching anime so that I could derive some contentment from.
I'd play till my eyes hurt , and would do anything to feel closer to said reality.
Not checking any and most sites for weeks on end forgetting about the outside world. ( neet/hiki pilled )
and you know what it felt great forgetting about the outside world not seeing any media oblivious to what was going on outside my room , as the years go by this technology will only advance and the day it does I am gone, fully un-plugged checked out of soyciety .
Do any of you have similar experiences? please let me know.
As I've been given the short end of the stick in life and, feel like I've been robbed of deriving any sort of pleasure/meaning from this desolate earth.
I've indulged in a multitude of forms of escapism (i.e.) Virtual Reality , Visual Novels , Maladaptive Daydreaming...
Practically copemaxxing in a sense , but hey who doesn't?
Becoming chronically online., stagnant in my room staring at my screen for hours trying to forget about this life feeling being in Limbo practically .
Maybe I sound like some sort of schizo but I've been keeping some close tabs on the progress of Virtual Reality , and hope one day I'll be able to fully unplug and live in a Virtual World with my Waifu and be fully plugged in and forget I ever lived this life forget about the humiliation and constant suffering I've gone through.
Unfortunately I've been born in to a world with indecent foids roastie looking dykes with 10+ facial piercings and Stacey looking toliets aswell as an immoral soyciety , filled to the brim with morons and subhuman extrovert monkeys and those E-Fags.
Enough ranting , I've come across a channel who actually made afew videos on this subject where he mentions this he goes by ''Thinking Ape" formerly known as "Stardusk".
Here are the videos where he mentions this form of "unplugging".
View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vjAa5G-XsJY&list=PLiWAMKF4pLpuT_SIs-U-RBEkbZp2svyUa&index=4
View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h2dqvaB3laQ&list=PLiWAMKF4pLpuT_SIs-U-RBEkbZp2svyUa&index=10
View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z57BxN4ZQ40&list=PLiWAMKF4pLpuT_SIs-U-RBEkbZp2svyUa&index=6
View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBBN_7tEmYw&list=PLiWAMKF4pLpuT_SIs-U-RBEkbZp2svyUa&index=1
Upon discovering these videos of invested in a VR headset and an HP PAVILION GAMING Ryzen 5.
I've spent countless of hours cooped up in my room trying to escape reality , playing games, watching anime so that I could derive some contentment from.
I'd play till my eyes hurt , and would do anything to feel closer to said reality.
Not checking any and most sites for weeks on end forgetting about the outside world. ( neet/hiki pilled )
and you know what it felt great forgetting about the outside world not seeing any media oblivious to what was going on outside my room , as the years go by this technology will only advance and the day it does I am gone, fully un-plugged checked out of soyciety .
Do any of you have similar experiences? please let me know.
