RealSchizo
race, height, body structure, face victim
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One of my earliest signs of inceldom was in kindergarten I pretty much refused to socialize with the rest of the kids and would sit on some carpet. I also refused to go to the toilet because I for some reason deemed the act of using a toilet that was not in my own house shameful and uncomfortable. I was holding my piss and shit all the time as far as I can remember. I would rather shit myself but to use a toilet that was not in my own house. (Probably early autism symptoms which were completely ignored by both teachers and my own parents)
My second behavior which indicated future inceldom was being a jestermaxxer and making foids laugh with my subhumanity. In middle school although a bully victim I tried my best to disguise my suffering by turning into a jester. My entire class would laugh at the autistic shit that I was doing. I thought that this was the only way to socialize with people. It was also during that time that I started being attracted to the opposite sex. If it was not for my jestermaxxing acts I would have been completely alone. But those same people I attracted with my jestermaxxing were also bullying me not just my regular bullies.
I have no doubt that I was born with a brain defect or an illness which prevents me from acting normal and be a functioning member of society.
My second behavior which indicated future inceldom was being a jestermaxxer and making foids laugh with my subhumanity. In middle school although a bully victim I tried my best to disguise my suffering by turning into a jester. My entire class would laugh at the autistic shit that I was doing. I thought that this was the only way to socialize with people. It was also during that time that I started being attracted to the opposite sex. If it was not for my jestermaxxing acts I would have been completely alone. But those same people I attracted with my jestermaxxing were also bullying me not just my regular bullies.
I have no doubt that I was born with a brain defect or an illness which prevents me from acting normal and be a functioning member of society.
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