Serious Drugs left me frustrated.

[Hope Less]

I overheard someone at work talking about xtc and how great his experience was. Also how it made the femoids at the party more willing.
Although I don't have many social contacts I do spoke to some people at work.
I guess they saw me looking in on the conversation and felt sorry or something. One way or another they asked me if I ever did any drugs. Leading to getting invited to a party.
In hindsight I think they just wanted to have a laugh.
I went, I took a pill. It was weird. I never felt this calm and happy. Although this quickly changed. Everyone kind of ignored me at the party. I went home early. Worst part was having this urge and not being able to come or sleep. The week after was probably the worst I ever had. Coming back to work and getting these questions about where I went and how it was. They full well knew wat was going on. I felt more miserable then ever. The closest I have ever been to roping myself. If it wasn't for my parents I would.

 

[ghostcell]

I overheard someone at work talking about xtc and how great his experience was. Also how it made the femoids at the party more willing.
Although I don't have many social contacts I do spoke to some people at work.
I guess they saw me looking in on the conversation and felt sorry or something. One way or another they asked me if I ever did any drugs. Leading to getting invited to a party.
In hindsight I think they just wanted to have a laugh.
I went, I took a pill. It was weird. I never felt this calm and happy. Although this quickly changed. Everyone kind of ignored me at the party. I went home early. Worst part was having this urge and not being able to come or sleep. The week after was probably the worst I ever had. Coming back to work and getting these questions about where I went and how it was. They full well knew wat was going on. I felt more miserable then ever. The closest I have ever been to roping myself. If it wasn't for my parents I would.

dont do drugs boyo

 

[TheGoodGuy]

I overheard someone at work talking about xtc and how great his experience was. Also how it made the femoids at the party more willing.
Although I don't have many social contacts I do spoke to some people at work.
I guess they saw me looking in on the conversation and felt sorry or something. One way or another they asked me if I ever did any drugs. Leading to getting invited to a party.
In hindsight I think they just wanted to have a laugh.
I went, I took a pill. It was weird. I never felt this calm and happy. Although this quickly changed. Everyone kind of ignored me at the party. I went home early. Worst part was having this urge and not being able to come or sleep. The week after was probably the worst I ever had. Coming back to work and getting these questions about where I went and how it was. They full well knew wat was going on. I felt more miserable then ever. The closest I have ever been to roping myself. If it wasn't for my parents I would.

And let me guess you didn´t test it with a testing kit? You just took a pill. If you get real MDMA it´s amazing and will be an unforgetable night. You might have gotten methylone, methydrone etc. without testing it you will never know. And it sucks when I have to listen to people bashing MDMA when they don´t even know if it was in fact that drug the ingested. And the only way to know that is by testing it with a testing kit. Also you probably didn´t know the dosage and MDMA is very unforgiveable if you dose too high. There is a big difference between 100mg or 200mg.

Any more questions feel free to PM me

dont do drugs boyo

This ignorant motto has ruined countless lives. "don´t do drugs" "just say no" it´s ignorance from the sheep that you swallow whole. We need to inform by harm reduction so people will do it safely. What about 60 years of the war on drugs has taught anyone is that prohibition doesn´t work and harm reduction and decriminalization is very effective. Look at Amsterdam and Portugal

 

[Hope Less]

And let me guess you didn´t test it with a testing kit? You just took a pill. If you get real MDMA it´s amazing and will be an unforgetable night. You might have gotten methylone, methydrone etc. without testing it you will never know. And it sucks when I have to listen to people bashing MDMA when they don´t even know if it was in fact that drug the ingested. And the only way to know that is by testing it with a testing kit. Also you probably didn´t know the dosage and MDMA is very unforgiveable if you dose too high. There is a big difference between 100mg or 200mg.

Any more questions feel free to PM me


This ignorant motto has ruined countless lives. "don´t do drugs" "just say no" it´s ignorance from the sheep that you swallow whole. We need to inform by harm reduction so people will do it safely. What about 60 years of the war on drugs has taught anyone is that prohibition doesn´t work and harm reduction and decriminalization is very effective. Look at Amsterdam and Portugal

Not bashing the drugs. Bashing the experience. I wish I had someone there who I could've talked to.

 

[EthnicelNL]

Dude if you dont do drugs usually xtc is not the way to start. That shit fucks with your mind and body..giving you an increased hopeless and empty feeling the days after using.

 

[Sadist]

should've just jerked off

 

[Hope Less]

should've just jerked off

I did. Believe me I did.

Dude if you dont do drugs usually xtc is not the way to start. That shit fucks with your mind and body..giving you an increased hopeless and empty feeling the days after using.

Really didn't think it could get any worse.

 

[TheGoodGuy]

Yup never use MDMA when depressed. Your brain will be depleted of serotonin "brains happy chemical" and it will take up to a week before it´s back to normal.

 

[LonelySlug]

When you try drugs for the first time you should do it in a safe place with people you trust, so I get that your experience was fucked up. Feel bad for you man

 

[Ecstasy]

They probably gave you a shit pill. Doing Ecstasy when you're depressed will have a 50/50 chance it won't kick at all from my experience. Get some good shit from the Darknet.

You know, google it...

Hoped this would be a drug worship thread tbh

 

[deathgreetsmeslow]

I took "MDMA" once who knows what it was and I was up for 3 days like I was on speed. I rotted my brain that day, at age 17 and regret it still.

 

[IncelmaBinHardon]

Modern E is shit. The proper stuff that was around in the late 80s to approx. 1992 was a wonderful substance.

 

[acnescarcel]

should snort coke instead. or blaze or drink.