Havent slept for god knows how many hours due to OCD and Chronic pain, Idk how much i can keep doing this as it seems like i do this every night that i cannot sleep, I obsess over thoughts over and over i first fall asleep when i collapse to sleep.
And when i wake up its either day or night.
I wish i was born normal, genetically and in the head.
24
Male
ADHD
Chronic pain
Repulsive looking
And when i wake up its either day or night.
I wish i was born normal, genetically and in the head.
24
Male
ADHD
Chronic pain
Repulsive looking
ER said in his quotes: The most beautiful place can be hell if you have to expirience it alone.
And he was damn right.
If i survive past 50 i will probably be this same way too, Cant make friends, Cant have a girlfriend, Cant have nothing in this life, Every approach i take to correct my life just puts me further into the ground, I feel so unwelcome in this world that i dont know how to live in it anymore, I am sure plenty can relate.
Nature is cruel but its efficient.
And he was damn right.
If i survive past 50 i will probably be this same way too, Cant make friends, Cant have a girlfriend, Cant have nothing in this life, Every approach i take to correct my life just puts me further into the ground, I feel so unwelcome in this world that i dont know how to live in it anymore, I am sure plenty can relate.
Nature is cruel but its efficient.
