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"WYA bro?" My fucking limit.
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My presence here indicates something, I don't win alot.
My whole life, I've been losing. It feels like that's just how I was meant to be. In the once in a blue moon occasion I do win, per example, in arm wrestling, it feels weird, like i wasn't meant to accomplish that at all. Recently I won a small game tournament and I realized that it felt weird and I had no idea how to act or react to something so insignificant, I had no idea how to react because I had never won. I can't imagine myself winning, even if it is a physical contest or winning a woman over. I've been conditioned to lose my entire life and it's all I've known.
My whole life, I've been losing. It feels like that's just how I was meant to be. In the once in a blue moon occasion I do win, per example, in arm wrestling, it feels weird, like i wasn't meant to accomplish that at all. Recently I won a small game tournament and I realized that it felt weird and I had no idea how to act or react to something so insignificant, I had no idea how to react because I had never won. I can't imagine myself winning, even if it is a physical contest or winning a woman over. I've been conditioned to lose my entire life and it's all I've known.