This might actually be one of my many autistic traits though, I'm not sure.
After the many stupid or downright cringy things I said, I remember many times having to scream at myself in my mind to shut up and never, ever take the initiative to say something or respond creatively with one of my random thoughts or opinions.
Unfortunately, every now and then I lose the tight control over my mouth and I let one of my random thoughts or opinions slip out. God I hate it when that happens, I have to drill it into myself to never speak again unless spoken to and only respond with the minimum to appear nice and smart.
I need to train myself before I have to go wageslave, can't afford to be a sperg yet again (every time I sort of get to a fresh start in life, inevitably I fail to turn things around and am known as a slightly weird guy again). I still have almost a year of the bullshit degree I'm doing, so perhaps I can actively try not saying stupid shit to the people there, although I already slipped once or twice.
I think part of the problem is that in this life I've spoken to people my age very, very rarely. If we don't count school then I've basically been a hermit monk who has taken the vow of silence. So when I do speak my brain sort of panics and spouts random shit, or my mouth doesn't say what my brain thinks.
I remember doing this as a kid too, I'd be really quiet and shy when meeting someone, but then if I warmed up to them I started being a sperg sort of talking and doing stupid shit.
After the many stupid or downright cringy things I said, I remember many times having to scream at myself in my mind to shut up and never, ever take the initiative to say something or respond creatively with one of my random thoughts or opinions.
Unfortunately, every now and then I lose the tight control over my mouth and I let one of my random thoughts or opinions slip out. God I hate it when that happens, I have to drill it into myself to never speak again unless spoken to and only respond with the minimum to appear nice and smart.
I need to train myself before I have to go wageslave, can't afford to be a sperg yet again (every time I sort of get to a fresh start in life, inevitably I fail to turn things around and am known as a slightly weird guy again). I still have almost a year of the bullshit degree I'm doing, so perhaps I can actively try not saying stupid shit to the people there, although I already slipped once or twice.
I think part of the problem is that in this life I've spoken to people my age very, very rarely. If we don't count school then I've basically been a hermit monk who has taken the vow of silence. So when I do speak my brain sort of panics and spouts random shit, or my mouth doesn't say what my brain thinks.
I remember doing this as a kid too, I'd be really quiet and shy when meeting someone, but then if I warmed up to them I started being a sperg sort of talking and doing stupid shit.
