It's Over Does anyone else mourn their chilhood

[subhumanmonkey]

My childhood wasn't great, my parents were awful truly awful and I was severely bullied for a period of time at school but still I wish I could go back to those carefree days before I discovered how horrible life can truly get. There are moments of joy in your childhood that you will never get to experience as an adult no matter what you do or what happens. It is the last time I think I felt truly happy, the type of happiness we humans were supposed to experience.

I only got to partially experience a normal childhood and yet I wish to go back, I mourn the childhood that I never got to experience. I wish my peers and parents would've treaten me as an normal human being instead of bullying the life out of me. But even then I would go through all that abuse and bullying if it meant that I could go back to the late 2000s and start all over again

 

[Chud Norris72]

Yes. I remember walking home a few months before my 18th bday realizing that I wasted the best days of my life.

 

[subhumanmonkey]

Yes. I remember walking home a few months before my 18th bday realizing that I wasted the best days of my life.

I vividly remember my 18th bday, that day I cried for the first time in years. It was because I realized that my life was over and I could never be happy again

 

[broudweeb]

ages 5 to 10 were peak tbh

life hasnt been good since then

 

[GodsStrongestNiglet]

ages 5 to 10 were peak tbh

life hasnt been good since then

 

[Chud Norris72]

I vividly remember my 18th bday, that day I cried for the first time in years. It was because I realized that my life was over and I could never be happy again

I realized a while ago that I share many similar experiences with other real incel users on here. That's something that never happens to me when interacting with Gen Z normies.

 

[subhumanmonkey]

ages 5 to 10 were peak tbh

life hasnt been good since then

Life has been miserable ever since

 

[subhumanmonkey]

I realized a while ago that I share many similar experiences with other real incel users on here. That's something that never happens to me when interacting with Gen Z normies.

Normies aren't that nostalgic like us, they still believe that there are greater days ahead and have days of complete exhilaration. Most incels haven't had that since the age of 10

 

[Zionist]

The gaming memories yes, school not so much

 

[Chud Norris72]

Normies aren't that nostalgic like us, they still believe that there are greater days ahead and have days of complete exhilaration. Most incels haven't had that since the age of 10

Good point

 

[PLS HALP ME]

I don't miss my childhood; it was cruel to meyou don't want to know why.

 

[Mrzimljude]

although i was bullied and neglected during my childhood, I remember spending lots of my free time just playing games and watching cartoons which was very peak

 

[Pancakecel]

I do, not because it was amazing or anything, but simply because I was less self aware, and ignorant of the world around me. My mind wasn't constantly dwelling on things, and producing negative feelings and thoughts. I could just sit and play games for hours, without a care in the world.

 

[anon65]

The gaming memories yes, school not so much

This. I was basically a midget throughout school with glasses.

 

[Zionist]

This. I was basically a midget throughout school with glasses.

Got severely bullied at school for being fat, gaming was my only escape from reality, thus I still hold it in high regard, but now Sony is killing physical games, and I will stop supporting playstation

 

[TheSlavicCel]

My childhood wasn't great, my parents were awful truly awful and I was severely bullied for a period of time at school but still I wish I could go back to those carefree days before I discovered how horrible life can truly get. There are moments of joy in your childhood that you will never get to experience as an adult no matter what you do or what happens. It is the last time I think I felt truly happy, the type of happiness we humans were supposed to experience.

I only got to partially experience a normal childhood and yet I wish to go back, I mourn the childhood that I never got to experience. I wish my peers and parents would've treaten me as an normal human being instead of bullying the life out of me. But even then I would go through all that abuse and bullying if it meant that I could go back to the late 2000s and start all over again

My childhood was hell. Poor family. My father was died of cancer when i was 8. Been bullied at school for my autism.

 

[Chirag gupta]

I mourn all the years that were stolen from me in my childhood

 

[PhineasSpear]

My childhood was okay; Aside from growing up impoverished, my father being a philanderer and physically abusive (though I hardly seen him because he worked crazily long hours) and the fact I was held back in first grade which ended up being detrimental in the long run, I was actually happy and content with life then.

Things got bad around fourth grade, but it was starting to get better until COVID happened which kicked off the financial and mental decline of my entire family. And because of that, my schoolwork (and I) suffered and I became an underachiever; My teenage years completely suck and so-far the future is looking grim rn though I made sure that I am financially stable.

I more-so mourn the fact I could've had a better life.

 

[andrej]

I liked my childhood even though I got bullied a bit. The good memories outweigh the bad ones