StoicNihilist
"You'll do this again, time is a flat circle..."
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When I say freak of nature I really mean it. I should not have been born. My meer existence is an argument for the most brutal eugenics program ever conceived of so nobody ever has to live like I have.
My list of flaws:
-my mom drank and did drugs while pregnant with me and gave me brain damage. (She should be imprisoned and sterilized so she can never do this to another child.)
-Im mentally ill.
-my face is asymmetrical and fucking hideous.
-I have acne scars all over my face, my skin looks like the surface of the moon.
-I have back pain and mild scoliosis. Amongst other health problems likely brought on by how my mom treated me while pregnant.
-Never been able to hold down a job for long and have been homeless a handful of times.
Life is pain, pain is me. I am one with pain. Everyday has been hell since I was born. Never shall I live a normal existence, because of the decisions my drug addicted prostitute mom made. I am a genuine Truecel. There is no hope for me, God has forsaken me.
I am too much of a coward for suicide right now. But it is absolutely 100% inevitable.
Does anyone else feel the same way? Please tell me I'm not the only one this bad off.
My list of flaws:
-my mom drank and did drugs while pregnant with me and gave me brain damage. (She should be imprisoned and sterilized so she can never do this to another child.)
-Im mentally ill.
-my face is asymmetrical and fucking hideous.
-I have acne scars all over my face, my skin looks like the surface of the moon.
-I have back pain and mild scoliosis. Amongst other health problems likely brought on by how my mom treated me while pregnant.
-Never been able to hold down a job for long and have been homeless a handful of times.
Life is pain, pain is me. I am one with pain. Everyday has been hell since I was born. Never shall I live a normal existence, because of the decisions my drug addicted prostitute mom made. I am a genuine Truecel. There is no hope for me, God has forsaken me.
I am too much of a coward for suicide right now. But it is absolutely 100% inevitable.
Does anyone else feel the same way? Please tell me I'm not the only one this bad off.