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I spend on average 5 hours a day walking around aimlessly, daydreaming about how different things would be if I wasn't bullied growing up, if I didn't have the worst possible combination of parents etc. I also daydream about having a girlfriend for so long that it almost feels real at times but then I wake up and realize that i'm sitting alone under some bridge.

It's unbelievable how much I have already missed out on. Most fucking 12 year olds have more experience with girls than me. Life ends at 25 for the average person which means I have less than 5 years left. Is it really worth trying at this point? Highschool was a complete waste and college will be too.

I don't like partying, I don't see the appeal of fucking 10 whores every weekend. All I want is a girl who is a virgin and loves me but that is way too much to ask a 21st century western female for. Until that happens I cannot do anything. Every single one of my previous copes is a chore now. I can't concentrate on video games, movies, books, nothing. I almost immediately start daydreaming about having a girlfriend.
 
Today I have. Underpaid, overworked, I’m sending out resumes for a better job but I get no replies, and foids treat me as if I were invisible / sub-human
 
I want to respawn. This life isn't fair, fun or entertaining. Fags and normies think I chose to be an incel. Imagine telling the average normie that they are going to spend the rest of their life alone, shamed, mocked without holding a girls hand.

:soy: "l-life isn't fair buddy" - Shut the fuck up cunt
 
I spend on average 5 hours a day walking around aimlessly, daydreaming about how different things would be if I wasn't bullied growing up, if I didn't have the worst possible combination of parents etc. I also daydream about having a girlfriend for so long that it almost feels real at times but then I wake up and realize that i'm sitting alone under some bridge.

It's unbelievable how much I have already missed out on. Most fucking 12 year olds have more experience with girls than me. Life ends at 25 for the average person which means I have less than 5 years left. Is it really worth trying at this point? Highschool was a complete waste and college will be too.

I don't like partying, I don't see the appeal of fucking 10 whores every weekend. All I want is a girl who is a virgin and loves me but that is way too much to ask a 21st century western female for. Until that happens I cannot do anything. Every single one of my previous copes is a chore now. I can't concentrate on video games, movies, books, nothing. I almost immediately start daydreaming about having a girlfriend.
Does this make you break?
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From foreplay to sex 1
 
Yeah same, this month is kinda extra rough.
Venting about it makes me feel better, you should try it.
 
I have reached my breaking point a while ago, now I just LDAR waiting for my parents to kick the bucket (They had me in their 20's so I have to wait more or less 30 years) so I can follow them.
 
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Yeah for about 20 years now.
 
:feelswhat:Why do you people torture yourself? You might as well daydream about going to the moon. Are you seriously going to spend a lifetime wishing women loved you?
No man lol
But the tought Will come in mind sometimes ngl
 
I can see my end coming soon if I fail to find new copes
 
:feelswhat:Why do you people torture yourself? You might as well daydream about going to the moon. Are you seriously going to spend a lifetime wishing women loved you?

It's not like this is voluntary. It's just what my brain desires the most and as a result I can't focus on anything else until I get it.
 
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Why sit around doing nothing when your path was CHOsen for you?
 
For the love of God only go to college if you know what the fuck you want. College is a scam otherwise. Also money and status are useless in 2019. If a girl doesn't like you just as you are then it's over and the only way for it not to be over is if you pray to God for a miracle.
 
If a girl doesn't like you just as you are then it's over and the only way for it not to be over is if you pray to God for a miracle.

Tell that to all the ugly as sin manlet mumblerappers
 
Today I walked down the streets of the city where I went to college. I saw so many young men and wormen, probably five or six years younger than me, walking hand in hand through the same neighbourhoods where I spent five years alone and miserable. Every year I tried to go out and socialize only to be completely ignored or laughed at by people who give eachother the 'look' that makes it so obvious that they think I'm weird. As I walked I started laughing out loud. I wasn't thinking of anything funny. It all just feels so absurd. I tried being a good person and be the way that others demand me to be. The fact that I have to put in any effort to be normal already repulses everyone around me. They don't want to hear me complain about my problems. They want me to be quiet and work until I die. Chad who was born and raised in a loving family gets everything I want and struggle for handed to him, as if this universe was created solely to please him. It's all a joke, isn't it? Except, there is no punchline or an unexpected, joyful twist. There is only Chad and Stacy having a blast on stage while I sit in the audience.

It can't keep going on like this
 
All of them had girls before that point. If you think they were all kissless handholdless hugless virgins before that then you would be incorrect but I could understand that conclusion.

If you think going to college and getting a degree so you can get money and then get status and find a girl by working real hard then you'll find out for yourself how vain that is and how big a cope that is.

Money isn't some forbidden fruit that makes a woman wet for you. Women work and have their own money now. Do you plan on becoming a multimillionaire and getting a lot of facial surgery? Do you plan on becoming a rapper?

Just going to college with no plan hoping you'll find a girl there makes no sense. Why would college be any different for you?
 
I’m planning to rope tomorrow if I don’t pussy out of it
 
I'm getting there. A few more setbacks and I will be ready to cash my chips, and buy a small comfyhome in the sticks where it'll just be me and my growing collection of lovedolls until I croak.
 
Today I have. Underpaid, overworked, I’m sending out resumes for a better job but I get no replies, and foids treat me as if I were invisible / sub-human
 
I'm getting there. A few more setbacks and I will be ready to cash my chips, and buy a small comfyhome in the sticks where it'll just be me and my growing collection of lovedolls until I croak.
Cope
 
OP don't beat yourself up, if you didn't feel indifferent to the way the fucking world & soyciety is heading right now you'd be a total cunt.
 
I've been in better mental shape after accepting the blackpill tbh
 
Maybe it’s time to learn to serve God instead of chasing the desires of the flesh?
I’m planning to rope tomorrow if I don’t pussy out of it
See you tomorrow.
 
:feelswhat:Why do you people torture yourself? You might as well daydream about going to the moon. Are you seriously going to spend a lifetime wishing women loved you?
I can't help it, helps me go to sleep at night. Though during the day I mostly fantasize about building a drone army to eradicate humanity and etc.


As I walked I started laughing out loud. I wasn't thinking of anything funny. It all just feels so absurd.
Yeah I just start laughing too when I go outside, mostly just laughing at clown world in general.

I’m planning to rope tomorrow if I don’t pussy out of it
Was losing Braincels just too much, you don't like us here :( ?
 
I feel like I'm reaching a point soon where I'll just want to lay on the ground and wait to die.
 
I spend on average 5 hours a day walking around aimlessly, daydreaming about how different things would be if I wasn't bullied growing up, if I didn't have the worst possible combination of parents etc. I also daydream about having a girlfriend for so long that it almost feels real at times but then I wake up and realize that i'm sitting alone under some bridge.

It's unbelievable how much I have already missed out on. Most fucking 12 year olds have more experience with girls than me. Life ends at 25 for the average person which means I have less than 5 years left. Is it really worth trying at this point? Highschool was a complete waste and college will be too.

I don't like partying, I don't see the appeal of fucking 10 whores every weekend. All I want is a girl who is a virgin and loves me but that is way too much to ask a 21st century western female for. Until that happens I cannot do anything. Every single one of my previous copes is a chore now. I can't concentrate on video games, movies, books, nothing. I almost immediately start daydreaming about having a girlfriend.
if you have nothing to lose then just go seamaxx.you can try to meet some uni thai bitch and buy her some new iphone in enchange for dates and a blowjob
 
its genuinely ovER bro
 
I’m at a breaking point as far as I’m tired of being a pussy and letting people walk all over me by not doing what is best for me and considering other people’s feelings too much.
 
I pussied out of it :cryfeels:
25 About midnight Paul and Silas were praying and singing hymns to God, and the other prisoners were listening to them.26 Suddenly there was such a violent earthquake that the foundations of the prison were shaken. At once all the prison doors flew open, and everyone’s chains came loose. 27 The jailer woke up, and when he saw the prison doors open, he drew his sword and was about to kill himself because he thought the prisoners had escaped. 28 But Paul shouted, “Don’t harm yourself! We are all here!”

29 The jailer called for lights, rushed in and fell trembling before Paul and Silas. 30 He then brought them out and asked, “Sirs, what must I do to be saved?”

31 They replied, “Believe in the Lord Jesus, and you will be saved—you and your household.” 32 Then they spoke the word of the Lord to him and to all the others in his house. 33 At that hour of the night the jailer took them and washed their wounds; then immediately he and all his household were baptized. 34 The jailer brought them into his house and set a meal before them; he was filled with joy because he had come to believe in God—he and his whole household.

Acts 16:25-34
 
Yes recently the anxiety and depression has reached Galactus levels
 
I have extremely vivid daydreams, it's not good.
 

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