Serious Does anyone else cry after waking up from a dream where you aren’t an incel?

[sub3genecel]

I’m surprised my mind is even able to conceive the idea of me not being an incel as I’ve never even been close to not being one but everyone once in a while usually every few months or years I have a dream where I have an girlfriend who is super nice to me, cares about my interests, thinks I’m funny, and is hot. They never seem to last long enough and whenever I do get them, I wake up in the middle of it and remember who I am and what I look like. I usually become very depressed for the next few days and only want to eat and watch tv I don’t even have motivation to go play video games on my computer. Sometimes I even call out of work the day of because I feel so shitty. I just wish i could experience it for real one day even though I know it won’t happen. I’m not even a bad person I’m nice to everyone even though probably nobody actually deserves it. I don’t deserve to be deprived of such a basic human experience and emotion. Love just seems like such a foreign idea to me like being born a British royal or something. It just seems like something that almost nobody actually experiences even though it is one of the most universal human experiences. I just don’t get it

 

[dirlewanger88]

Not at all, because I know it's just a dream

 

[Tšuudi]

Whenever that happens I don't cry, I just feel defeated.

 

[sub3genecel]

Not at all, because I know it's just a dream

I never realize I’m in dreams even ones that should obviously be dreams so whenever I wake up it’s a brutal reminder to me

 

[sub3genecel]

Whenever that happens I don't cry, I just feel defeated.

I feel a sense of defeat anger and then overwhelming sadness which is similar to how I would imagine heartbreak would feel based off of Disney movies

 

[Animecel2D]

I am still incel, even in my dreams

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

I never get these types of dreams.

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

I am still incel, even in my dreams

 

[Tšuudi]

I feel a sense of defeat anger and then overwhelming sadness which is similar to how I would imagine heartbreak would feel based off of Disney movies

Brutal

 

[160cmbloop]

there’s still hope lingering that one day things will change

your brain hasn’t fully accepted the reality yet so it keeps running alternate timelines while you sleep

you’ll get to a point where all hope ceases to exist and those dreams stop happening

maybe you’ll even drop your copes too

one day you wake up and realize you don’t fantasize anymore

you don’t project a future or alternate version of yourself

the mind stops rehearsing outcomes it no longer believes are possible

that’s when the dreams die

when expectation finally aligns with experience

 

[sub3genecel]

there’s still hope lingering that one day things will change

your brain hasn’t fully accepted the reality yet so it keeps running alternate timelines while you sleep

you’ll get to a point where all hope ceases to exist and those dreams stop happening

maybe you’ll even drop your copes too

one day you wake up and realize you don’t fantasize anymore

you don’t project a future or alternate version of yourself

the mind stops rehearsing outcomes it no longer believes are possible

that’s when the dreams die

when expectation finally aligns with experience

I doubt that my mind will ever truly accept it and stop fantasizing. It’s all I’ve been able to think about for years and I haven’t gotten any closer or begin to fantasize less. I hope I’m able to but it’s such a primal need I don’t see my subconscious ever completely losing hope and even less so my copes

 

[anotherwastedlife]

I never get these types of dreams.

I am still incel, even in my dreams

 

[sub3genecel]

I never get these types of dreams.

I very rarely do but even when I do I never ascend I just feel a sense of companionship and purpose and fulfillment until it’s ripped away; then I cry

 

[anotherwastedlife]

Everywhere I look, I see death, dying, and decay. When I dream, I see a world without sunshine.

 

[nakolas]

I had a dream last night I wasn't an incel but didn't cry when I woke up.

 

[sub3genecel]

I had a dream last night I wasn't an incel but didn't cry when I woke up.

I can be very emotional

 

[Lonelyus]

I lost my feelings, Im just there.

 

[HomicidalSuicidal88]

I do dream but I sometimes wake up feeling like im in nightmare world life just continues to get worse the more i dream

 

[Lonelyus]

I do dream but I sometimes wake up feeling like im in nightmare world life just continues to get worse the more i dream

No wonder ER went ER

 

[Dollfucker]

you should try and lucid dreammaxx I tried to do it but failed I rarely ever dream but if you can pull it off you could fuck a hot stacy every night

 

[sub3genecel]

you should try and lucid dreammaxx I tried to do it but failed I rarely ever dream but if you can pull it off you could fuck a hot stacy every night

I have tried I rarely dream in general

 

[Autist]

Crying is a foid trait, that's why I nevER cry

 

[Hikicripple]

I dreamt i was at epsteins Island last night

 

[Reapercel]

Whenever that happens I don't cry, I just feel defeated.

 

[LeFrenchCel]

When those dreams I don't cry.

I just stare endlessly to the ceiling of my bedroom wondering why tf this is not my real life

 

[Rapistcel]

Not at all, because I know it's just a dream

 

[Kallavan]

No but it wrecks my day, leaves me thinking what did i do wrong