When I was 24 I was looking into a lot of research on how to kill myself in the most painless fashion possible. I eventually discovered the method on 8chan's suicide board where the thread explained how to produce carbon monoxide through the chemical reaction induced by mixing sulfuric acid with formic acid. I did some more research on the peaceful pill handbook on where to source the materials I needed, safety precautions and the most ideal place to generate the CO. I bought all the shit I needed(the acids, safety gloves and eyepro) from a science company based in the south(this shit is so easy to get, you don't even need an allibi to buy this stuff). I eventually chose my car for my place of death as it was a tight confined space, an ideal location according to the pph, I also thought it would make a good spot because I could play music while I die. So one night in February of 2019 I decided that enough was enough and that it was my time to go, so I got all my shit and drove off to a secluded industrial parking lot in a neighborhood not to far(lol sorry I hit the reply button on accident) from my Dad's. When I got there I locked the doors, duct taped the windows, placed a chemical bucket in shotgun, put on my ppe and poured in 1000ml of Sulfuric acid, the recommended amount. I then poured in the recommended 500ml of formic acid, held my breath for 20 seconds so as to not pass out immediately, and what came next was a very pungent odor produced by the mixture. Carbon monoxide had such a peculiar sensation, even though there was no oxygen my body didn't go into a state of distress where I choked or coughed like I would with CO2. Nope, my body just kept mechanically breathing in the gas until I lost consciousness. I remember the last thing I could hear was the music playing on my Ipod. After that I came to in the hospital to see my Mom, Dad, Grandparents, the firefighter paramedics who transported me and the police escort who ordered my doctor to put me on a 72 hour hold.
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