Yes.
When it comes to humiliating me, cuckolding me and showing me just how worthless I am to him when compared to his favorites such as Jeremy Meeks and other toxic former or current criminal scum and lowlifes that get to live actually enjoyable lives fucking lots of attractive women whenever they want never having to compromise on quality in that regard (no fatties, fuglies or mentally ill cluster b single mothers) god definitely cares about me a great deal.
I am clearly one of his major sources of entertainment in order so the sick bastard can continue to laugh at me and never provide me the kind of help that would actually make a difference in my life which of course is making me attractive to mentally healthy young women that are fit for a relationship and marriage.