
Loficell
Lonely and trapped
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- Joined
- Dec 4, 2019
- Posts
- 21
I think so. It's basically unfair how little of a chance I got from the start. With my mom and 3 sisters, I was constantly surrounded by females my whole life. Inherently that weakened me and of course the men I encountered my whole life could sense that. I was never bullied in the traditional sense but I was pittied and ignored.
I can't but help blame my father's genes for holding me back. He's a weak oriental man, honestly wouldn't be surprised if he's an actual cuckold. He spends his days wageslaving away to fund my two younger sisters and mother (my older sister found her own orbiter now). No matter how much I try my asian side will always hold me back from succeeding. From birth I was already less of a man. I'm overly short, I'm scrawny as all hell, and lack masculintiy as a whole. Sometimes I dream that if my father had tried even a little raise me as man things would've turned out different. Or better yet, if I had some source of masculinity to bring me up.
It's pathetic. It's worse knowing none of this effect my sisters or mother, instead I'm the only who has to bear this burden.
I can't but help blame my father's genes for holding me back. He's a weak oriental man, honestly wouldn't be surprised if he's an actual cuckold. He spends his days wageslaving away to fund my two younger sisters and mother (my older sister found her own orbiter now). No matter how much I try my asian side will always hold me back from succeeding. From birth I was already less of a man. I'm overly short, I'm scrawny as all hell, and lack masculintiy as a whole. Sometimes I dream that if my father had tried even a little raise me as man things would've turned out different. Or better yet, if I had some source of masculinity to bring me up.
It's pathetic. It's worse knowing none of this effect my sisters or mother, instead I'm the only who has to bear this burden.