Day to day month to month YEAR TO YEAR?
I feel trapped and i wanna die, Fuk dis shid
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I don’t live I just exist
keep waking up to the same shit bro
neither livin nor existing
Just Breathe
neither livin nor existing
Just Breathe
Wheres the gas chamber when i need it, I feel so fucking trapped
I don't even exist, i just survive. I want to rope but haven't yet and probably won't for at least another year or two
Been closed n teared down by civilization
I exist in my own World whilst being ignored by normalfags outside
For real, recently I've been thinking a lot about those Canadian suicide gas chambers. Kinda wish we had those where i live in the States
I don't want to exist, but I'm forced to.
Oy vey
I am miserable
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Time passes by, nothing happens, and I get older. I have never lived for one day in my trash life.
Pretty much yeah.
No idea lol ive done so much shit in my life and it all led to nothing.
I was just thinking about my highschool days: non stop hustling, grinding, courses, Workshops left and right. Ive done sports, ive done Art, ive been into music, i learned programming, was a grade A student for most of my life, stressed out childhood + bullying on top of it and yet I still ended up with nothing.
Soooo...whats there to do that i havent done yet? Wageslaving? I mean i guess, not that i want to or that it has any functionality beyond survival.
Ive came to the Realisation that i wont ever have a house and live "off the grid", friends in your 20s are rare and ill likely miss out on them. A girlfriend was not possible until now and even tho id love to have one - i got enough experience from the stories of other man to know how disgusting women can be, the Modern Women is a nasty, cheating, narcisstic creature and i really dont think id love one at that age, with all ive seen ans heard.
I never had any desires to go on a 'World Trip' i mean i can just do that from my home, its called Google Maps and YouTube.
So yeah, i dont see the point yet. All I persue is selfless hedonism.
No idea lol ive done so much shit in my life and it all led to nothing.
I was just thinking about my highschool days: non stop hustling, grinding, courses, Workshops left and right. Ive done sports, ive done Art, ive been into music, i learned programming, was a grade A student for most of my life, stressed out childhood + bullying on top of it and yet I still ended up with nothing.
Soooo...whats there to do that i havent done yet? Wageslaving? I mean i guess, not that i want to or that it has any functionality beyond survival.
Ive came to the Realisation that i wont ever have a house and live "off the grid", friends in your 20s are rare and ill likely miss out on them. A girlfriend was not possible until now and even tho id love to have one - i got enough experience from the stories of other man to know how disgusting women can be, the Modern Women is a nasty, cheating, narcisstic creature and i really dont think id love one at that age, with all ive seen ans heard.
I never had any desires to go on a 'World Trip' i mean i can just do that from my home, its called Google Maps and YouTube.
So yeah, i dont see the point yet. All I persue is selfless hedonism.
yea nigga, i do whatever shit igot to do for uni then i rot the rest of the day until 4am then sleep.
I am a simulation created by the jannies to give that Islamist-jihadist touch to the forum and make it more varied.
Nothing worth looking forward to
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