Going to the GP alone is fine but if I go to a hospital clinic (I have to go often because I was born a genetic mess) then there is great pain. There is always at least one Chad waiting there with his foid who looks super worried and they are holding hands or rubbing each other's arms trying to comfort each other while I sit alone, hoping the doctor is going to tell me that the tests finally show that I will feel the sweet kiss of death soon.
I had a minor operation recently and they kept me in overnight which I wasn't expecting. The nurse asked me if there was anyone I wanted to tell and the look on her face when I said no was pure suifuel
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Also because I was getting a tube up a vein in my groin this is literally the only time anyone other than me has has seen my pen0r since I became an adult. I wish they nicked an artery or something so I bled out.