when you threshold the wizzard stage like me time feels like a meaningless concept. looking back the past 10 years I did nothing more than neet, rotting and wageslaving. barely any social events I attented. family members start to die. but whats the worst is that I still live/think/act that I am 18-20 in my head. literally 0 maturing took place in my young adulthood.
at least I felt like living when I was growing up. I felt progress when my body developed. exploring the world learning the basic skills. I guess you are supposed to care for your children when you get past that stage to keep that feeling of progression or at least gain experience with some foids before you settle. every day is the same shit. a year feels like nothing to me anymore. what a prison.
at least I felt like living when I was growing up. I felt progress when my body developed. exploring the world learning the basic skills. I guess you are supposed to care for your children when you get past that stage to keep that feeling of progression or at least gain experience with some foids before you settle. every day is the same shit. a year feels like nothing to me anymore. what a prison.
