D. B. Gooner
Please DM me if female
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Feel like everyone dislikes me even if that's not the case. That assumption keeps me on my toes in every interaction, it's hard to relax. It's not social anxiety, I've had that growing up, this is different. I feel fully inadequate to participate in conversations. I see the way people banter with each other and I know I could never. I am awkward, can't communicate my thoughts, and don't think anybody would care to hear them so I don't even bother. Feels so whiny and faggy to even complain about this. I wonder if it's my environment that made me this way, I've been pretty isolated for a very long time. What a shame, I have only myself to be friends with. I'm going to start treating myself as a different person, so that it feels like I'm interacting with someone all the time.





