Deleted member 7448
Name is Abdu, live in Laos, born on 24.08.1992.
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Idk why but I feel guilty about the tiniest things nowadays. And I'm paranoid as hell too.
I don't really believe in karma or God and all that, I'm an atheist on a conscious, logical level. But I guess deep inside, even if I don't want to admit it, I operate and think/feel as if there is karma and a God for some reason. Like the universe sees everything or some dumb shit like that. I can't help it.
Maybe I damaged my brain years ago back when I was getting blackout drunk alone in my room every night, hundreds of times. Turned me into a delusional and paranoid retard.
I don't really believe in karma or God and all that, I'm an atheist on a conscious, logical level. But I guess deep inside, even if I don't want to admit it, I operate and think/feel as if there is karma and a God for some reason. Like the universe sees everything or some dumb shit like that. I can't help it.
Maybe I damaged my brain years ago back when I was getting blackout drunk alone in my room every night, hundreds of times. Turned me into a delusional and paranoid retard.
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