Serious Do you feel alive at all?

[feelsbadman32]

i've always had such strong feelings of derealization and anxiety, i don't feel truly alive or even present in reality. i often daydream about becoming famous and doing interviews with people but its all cope. I guess i will do anything to escape reality

 

[jet112]

i often daydream about a big apocalypse thing where ill survive using only a knife

 

[Gremlincel]

People don't talk about derealization and depersonalization enough. They're such strong forces in my life, I often forget this isn't how living feels for normal folk.

 

[IHateMySelf]

I think this is a dream. Since im a child I think the same

 

[acnescarcel]

same

 

[Deleted member 13256]

Sometimes I feel like I'm taking over for another self. Like he just jumped out the car and said HERE TAKE THE WHEEL.

 

[jerrycan dan]

A lot of the time I feel like everything is so fucked, and most people don't realise it so much, that none of this is real and every truth, honest belief or joking shitpost is floating around in a jumbled mix that means nothing. Nothing around me feels real when that happens, I can think of it as a concept but not as something that is "there".

 

[NEETAndTidy]

I'm apart of reality when I'm sober. Luckily I'm not usually sober

 

[Six]

i often daydream about a big apocalypse thing where ill survive using only a knife

 

[Gremlincel]

A lot of the time I feel like everything is so fucked, and most people don't realise it so much, that none of this is real and every truth, honest belief or joking shitpost is floating around in a jumbled mix that means nothing. Nothing around me feels real when that happens, I can think of it as a concept but not as something that is "there".

I know just what you mean.

 

[KilluminoidBR]

No, but im trying to resurrect.

 

[jerrycan dan]

I know just what you mean.

Are you psychiatrically diagnosed with anything out of curiosity?

 

[feelsbadman32]

I'm apart of reality when I'm sober. Luckily I'm not usually sober

lol same

 

[Gremlincel]

Are you psychiatrically diagnosed with anything out of curiosity?

I was diagnosed with depression and anxiety disorders back when I was bluepilled enough to think psychiatry could actually help me. Not interested in going back to see anyone remotely related to the mental health industry anymore, though. God only knows what they'd brand me with.

 

[StaroRavager]

Unfortunately

 

[Deleted member 5712]

I wouldn't mind a WW3 or Zombie apocalpyse or a new plague that wipes out 80% of the population. Anything is better than how I am living right now.

 

[ChronicPaincel]

People don't talk about derealization and depersonalization enough. They're such strong forces in my life, I often forget this isn't how living feels for normal folk.

 

[Ritalincel]

Yes bro

 

[Deleted member 5861]

yes, like a POW being tortured.

 

[Darth Incel]

I dont feel alive at all. Dont even go on vacation.