Brutal Do you fear going insane one day?

[lastchancel]

if i go insane that is other peoples problem not mine

 

[Devilspawncel]

(I’m not talking about going ER here)

Are you prone to panic attacks? Do you fear that one day you’ll lose your mind because of your inceldom?

A few days ago in the morning I had a terrible panic attack: the moment I opened my eyes I felt like I was going to die. I was extremely anxious, I was trembling and started sweating in my bed. It was absolutely horrible.

After it ended, I was completely numb for the whole day and had brutal brain fog. I couldn’t function properly at all, I lost my appetite and ate pretty much nothing that day.

When I was in high school, I took LSA and had a bad trip: I was close to jumping out of the window, worst day of my life ever. (I might write the whole story in another post)

Personally I’ve always been prone to panic and extreme anxiety, but the loneliness, hopelessness and lack of copes make it much worse.

I fear that one day the mental misery will be so bad I’ll have to resort to end my life because of it.

If you fear going insane you're not going insane.

 

[strange_to_be]

I worry a little bit about losing all motivation. I like my current job and it's more of a career than most, but if I lost it I would have a hard time getting back into it partially because I'm below average educated for where I am and am now older. So I would go back more into a primary 'worker' position and maybe one day become the manger of the workers, which seems so depressing.

 

[guyn0356]

Probably I'm already losing it. My words falter, my hands shake at inopportune moments, my head goes blank and my eyes dart from side to side frantically, my normie coworkers noticed it.

 

[Enigmaz]

When everyday is the same dreadful nonsense, I might already be insane.

 

[DutchCel01]

No, i dont see how its worse then life is now.

 

[psycho123]

i kind of feel like i’m already going insane. constantly being paranoid of everyone, violent thoughts, constant brain fog, feeling like someone is watching me 24/7 and laughing at how much of a pathetic loser i am.

 

[InMyCellInHell]

No. I think society should fear more men going insane though. A lifetime of rejection will make anyone snap.
""The child who is not embraced by the village will burn it down to feel its warmth"

 

[exposesociety]

I'm at good point