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Incelibate anarchist
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Sometimes i think that people don't believe we are capable of thought or emotion. My parents and the few other people i know act as if I have no thoughts about anything, that i don't feel happy or sad. I honestly think that they believe that im ok with them saying hurtful comments even though ive told them that their being rude and hateful.
They behave like im not in the room even if im right in front of them. Do they think i am the only person born that feels nothing ? Like i just exist, with no purpose or reason, just a zombie wandering through life. I even told my mom that i was going to go into the woods and shoot up with tetrodotoxin, her response: "since when did you go outside" and that was all she had to say. Just went back to whatever she was doing on her phone.Not that i was planning on doing that but It was very Disheartening nonetheless.
Its sad but We really are worthless to people, when nobody even acknowledge's that you have feeling's or emotion you know it's over.
They behave like im not in the room even if im right in front of them. Do they think i am the only person born that feels nothing ? Like i just exist, with no purpose or reason, just a zombie wandering through life. I even told my mom that i was going to go into the woods and shoot up with tetrodotoxin, her response: "since when did you go outside" and that was all she had to say. Just went back to whatever she was doing on her phone.Not that i was planning on doing that but It was very Disheartening nonetheless.
Its sad but We really are worthless to people, when nobody even acknowledge's that you have feeling's or emotion you know it's over.