YBP Yxngcel
Neurodivergent
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No matter how positive I try to think. I never manage to feel happy & positive about life or optimistic about anything. Especially when your life isn't that great. We admire dark triad men who are ultra masculine and get what they want when they want. These men are ruthless and couldn't care less about morals.
They is something inside us that makes us admire men like Mike Tyson,Genghis khan etc Men listen to rap music to because it's an outsource our masculine urges. I'm trying my best to see the good in this world and be optimistic and happy. But I just can't. Even if Jesus magically came back to earth and put the world in order.
I still can't find myself feeling happy and go lucky about things. I simply feel anger and hatred at this moment of my life. I'm questioning the existence of God & Morals nowadays. Does anything even matter. Idk, they is this deep fire and anger inside of me. And I know it's wrong. But I just hate everything for some reason. I'm trying my best to be mindful of what I'm saying on this post because I know CIA or FBI could be watching.
Deep down, I honestly feel like morals really don't matter at all and we should do whatever it takes for our own individual gain. And morality and empathy is a privileged feeling for people who have much in their life. Maybe when we have reached all of our needs and crafted the best life for our lives. Then we can talk about empathy and morals.
They is something inside us that makes us admire men like Mike Tyson,Genghis khan etc Men listen to rap music to because it's an outsource our masculine urges. I'm trying my best to see the good in this world and be optimistic and happy. But I just can't. Even if Jesus magically came back to earth and put the world in order.
I still can't find myself feeling happy and go lucky about things. I simply feel anger and hatred at this moment of my life. I'm questioning the existence of God & Morals nowadays. Does anything even matter. Idk, they is this deep fire and anger inside of me. And I know it's wrong. But I just hate everything for some reason. I'm trying my best to be mindful of what I'm saying on this post because I know CIA or FBI could be watching.
Deep down, I honestly feel like morals really don't matter at all and we should do whatever it takes for our own individual gain. And morality and empathy is a privileged feeling for people who have much in their life. Maybe when we have reached all of our needs and crafted the best life for our lives. Then we can talk about empathy and morals.





