Deleted member 7448
Name is Abdu, live in Laos, born on 24.08.1992.
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This past week or so has been miserable for me. I've spent hours every day just fantasizing about women, being in a relationship with them, even marrying them and having children and being a happy family. It wasn't a crush or anything, I did it with like 6 different women, all attractive women that are/used to be work acquaintances.
Anyway, I think it's cause I'm getting old and I'm becoming more and more desperate. I mean, I'm no looker now, but with age it's only getting worse, and my chances get lower every day.
Th conflicts between these haunting thoughts and the thoughts of me hating women's vile nature and the way they manipulate men/whore around with Chad is causing me great pain.
Anyway, I think it's cause I'm getting old and I'm becoming more and more desperate. I mean, I'm no looker now, but with age it's only getting worse, and my chances get lower every day.
Th conflicts between these haunting thoughts and the thoughts of me hating women's vile nature and the way they manipulate men/whore around with Chad is causing me great pain.