Serious Do I go?

[Sir Silentium]

I can't make up my mind on whether to go back to my high school and watch my brothers musical performance, or to stay at home. It's tomorrow night.

It's almost certain I will bump into people that have abused me daily there. I was known in the school for being badly bullied/assaulted, and it's going to re-jog the memories.

It's an annual occurrence, so I may as well go, but still there are people there I never want to see again.

 

[RealSchizo]

You're a christian NT, just go you'd fit in with the normies.

 

[cursed]

show up for your brother theory.

 

[Pancakecel]

Sounds incredibly boring tbh, I wouldn't.

 

[DISASTER]

show up your brother theory.

 

[AutistSupremacist]

If you love your brother, you should be there to support him

 

[mrlunatic]

No. Never meet your high school friends. I say NEVER. You will turn suicidal.

 

[PLS HALP ME]

Go see your brother and tell the other faggots to fuck off.

 

[Sir Silentium]

show up for your brother theory.

+ they're getting dinner afterwards and I'm already a stick and can't afford to lose more of my meat

 

[Sir Silentium]

Go see your brother and tell the other faggots to fuck off.

 

[Leon98]

 

[zd60]

Sounds incredibly boring tbh, I wouldn't.

 

[tired as fuck]

If you love your brother, you should be there to support him

 

[The Death Devil]

I agree that it sounds boring, but I also agree that if you care about your brother, you should go.

 

[Rapistcel]

I can't make up my mind on whether to go back to my high school and watch my brothers musical performance, or to stay at home. It's tomorrow night.

It's almost certain I will bump into people that have abused me daily there. I was known in the school for being badly bullied/assaulted, and it's going to re-jog the memories.

It's an annual occurrence, so I may as well go, but still there are people there I never want to see again.

No, stay here reading my posts.

 

[Sir Silentium]

You're a christian NT, just go you'd fit in with the normies.

Normies these days aren't christian.
The bullying was primarily for being both ND and christian.

 

[Sir Silentium]

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[Sir Silentium]

Normies these days aren't christian.
The bullying was primarily for being both ND and christian.

Also @RealSchizo where is your unprovoked hatred coming from?
It is because I am Christian?
If so you are no different from all the other normies, bullying and targeting me based off my faith.

Take a look at yourself

 

[Sir Silentium]

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Thought you got a one month ban

 

[RealSchizo]

Also @RealSchizo where is your unprovoked hatred coming from?
It is because I am Christian?
If so you are no different from all the other normies, bullying and targeting me based off my faith.

Take a look at yourself

 

[Leon98]

Thought you got a one month ban

Only in your delusional fantasy

 

[Sir Silentium]

Only in your delusional fantasy

No I contacted wolfie and I'm pretty sure we agreed on such, so I don't know why you're back on here. Unless that was another user I'm thinking of

 

[Sir Silentium]

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Answer accordingly, it's sad you have such an intense hostility towards me rather than any other user on the forum, when I have been nothing but nice towards you. You always lash out first in some form of attack. Kick a cat whilst it's sipping milk I guess

I shouldn't be caring but it's starting to piss me off

 

[grimlockcel]

No

 

[RealSchizo]

Answer accordingly, it's sad you have such an intense hostility towards me rather than any other user on the forum, when I have been nothing but nice towards you. You always lash out first in some form of attack. Kick a cat whilst it's sipping milk I guess

I shouldn't be caring but it's starting to piss me off

It takes being NT to believe in fairytales, most NTs are primal and susceptible to manipulation, since they lack critical thought. There is not a single theocratic state in the entire world as of now, where the people live in acceptable conditions. While I agree on what the bible preaches regarding sexual immorality, everything else is utterly useless, and stunts potential progress. You're not entitled to please a God in the first place, you know? He made you ugly and took away a loved one (in my case) by giving him cancer. How can you worship a deity that is perpetually making you suffer? Fuck your God, fuck your Allah.

 

[PLS HALP ME]

Thought you got a one month ban

That little faggot is a huge pain in the ass.

 

[PLS HALP ME]

Answer accordingly, it's sad you have such an intense hostility towards me rather than any other user on the forum, when I have been nothing but nice towards you. You always lash out first in some form of attack. Kick a cat whilst it's sipping milk I guess

I shouldn't be caring but it's starting to piss me off

Tell that Black guy to go fuck himself; he doesn't deserve your attention.

 

[Sir Silentium]

It takes being NT to believe in fairytales, most NTs are primal and susceptible to manipulation, since they lack critical thought. There is not a single theocratic state in the entire world as of now, where the people live in acceptable conditions. While I agree on what the bible preaches regarding sexual immorality, everything else is utterly useless, and stunts potential progress. You're not entitled to please a God in the first place, you know? He made you ugly and took away a loved one (in my case) by giving him cancer. How can you worship a deity that is perpetually making you suffer? Fuck your God, fuck your Allah.

I can respond, but I know no matter what I say nothing will change your mind. The trumpets could sound and Jesus himself could enter your room, and you will still not believe.

But that is not the point, the point is why do you have to be so cruel to me as a result of believing in another faith? I'd understand possibly if it was a Christian based post and you were targeting what I was saying, but this thread and many others I have made you have replied to simply out of spite to attack me on a personal level.

Usually I wouldn't be so pressed about something like this, but i've seen your posts, and you target me in particular. Not the muslims, not anyone else, just me. @Icarus did the same before finally converting to Christ.

Look i'm not even asking for an apology as that wouldn't change anything. I'm just asking can you stop this unnecessary hatred towards me as a result of being Christian. I come onto .is to get away from people doing just what you're doing. It's absolutely disgusting behaviour man and I hope one day you see that.

 

[orthodox]

You're a christian NT, just go you'd fit in with the normies.

NT?

 

[Chud Norris72]

wear a baseballcap or hoddie for disguise if it's outside you can wear cap + sunglasses

 

[CADcel]

show up for your brother theory.

 

[RealSchizo]

I can respond, but I know no matter what I say nothing will change your mind. The trumpets could sound and Jesus himself could enter your room, and you will still not believe.

I begged God to hear me, but he never did. Never helped me, he watched it all as I was brutalized throughout my entire life by normies, even foids. I hoped that God would punish them, but he rewarded them instead, I am the only one who suffered, will suffer, and continue to suffer while those that bullied me reaped only rewards.

But that is not the point, the point is why do you have to be so cruel to me as a result of believing in another faith? I'd understand possibly if it was a Christian based post and you were targeting what I was saying, but this thread and many others I have made you have replied to simply out of spite to attack me on a personal level.

Some Christian teachings still persist to this day in the form of laws, which prevents you from coping. Those made-up fairytale "rules" are still affecting society to this day. Birth control in particular could have saved many future dysgenic freaks such as myself. The bible promoted natalism, and blackpillers usually come to the same consensus - antinatalism could have saved us all, instead we are forced to live through this cruel existence. Christianity in particular played a crucial role in the creation of dysgenic weak humans by eliminating natural selection, most of us were born because our inferior ancestors got to ascend easily through arranged marriages, and guess what? We are suffering because of that. Christianity played its role in creating weak, dysgenic, docile slaves, cogs in the machine to slave their lives away for CHAD feudals.

Usually I wouldn't be so pressed about something like this, but i've seen your posts, and you target me in particular. Not the muslims, not anyone else, just me. @Icarus did the same before finally converting to Christ.

Never targeted you, or I don't reall such thing. I used to do that 2 years ago, but now I couldn't care less whether someone insulted, or disagreed with me.

Look i'm not even asking for an apology as that wouldn't change anything. I'm just asking can you stop this unnecessary hatred towards me as a result of being Christian. I come onto .is to get away from people doing just what you're doing. It's absolutely disgusting behaviour man and I hope one day you see that.

If it made you feel like shit... then I apologize, It's just that I can't stand religious fanatics. Religion is too bluepilled which ruins the immersion with the blackpill for me.

 

[RealSchizo]

NT?

Orthodox christianity is gigacringe, holy shit. I live in an Orthodox country, they are a bunch of virtue signalling jesters. Orthodox countries are infamous for not visiting churches at all. Less than 5% attendance, It is only important for them to LARP during Christmas and Easter.

 

[orthodox]

Orthodox christianity is gigacringe, holy shit. I live in an Orthodox country, they are a bunch of virtue signalling jesters. Orthodox countries are infamous for not visiting churches at all. Less than 5% attendance, It is only important for them to LARP during Christmas and Easter.

Dnr

 

[RealSchizo]

Dnr

ok, LARPer. At least attend churches instead of LARPing on an incel forum. You can do it in real life, not digitally. The digital world does not matter, you're not a real christian.

 

[PLS HALP ME]

I begged God to hear me, but he never did. Never helped me, he watched it all as I was brutalized throughout my entire life by normies, even foids. I hoped that God would punish them, but he rewarded them instead, I am the only one who suffered, will suffer, and continue to suffer while those that bullied me reaped only rewards.

Some Christian teachings still persist to this day in the form of laws, which prevents you from coping. Those made-up fairytale "rules" are still affecting society to this day. Birth control in particular could have saved many future dysgenic freaks such as myself. The bible promoted natalism, and blackpillers usually come to the same consensus - antinatalism could have saved us all, instead we are forced to live through this cruel existence. Christianity in particular played a crucial role in the creation of dysgenic weak humans by eliminating natural selection, most of us were born because our inferior ancestors got to ascend easily through arranged marriages, and guess what? We are suffering because of that. Christianity played its role in creating weak, dysgenic, docile slaves, cogs in the machine to slave their lives away for CHAD feudals.

Never targeted you, or I don't reall such thing. I used to do that 2 years ago, but now I couldn't care less whether someone insulted, or disagreed with me.


If it made you feel like shit... then I apologize, It's just that I can't stand religious fanatics. Religion is too bluepilled which ruins the immersion with the blackpill for me.

I probably shouldn't be saying this, but here goes... Man, my life was messed up from the very start—even while I was still in my mother's womb. My brother caused her so much stress that I almost didn't make it into this world; I was born premature, at seven months. My mother even took medication to try to abort me, but I survived. I suffered so much—psychological abuse and sexual abuse that destroyed my life. To this day, I’ve been humiliated, mocked, and spat on; I faced racism and bullying at school for being fat. Girls would laugh in my face, and I’d go to the bathroom to cry. My brother used to beat me constantly, and my mother did nothing; she told me I was a mistake, though she didn't know what she was saying. I almost drowned when I was 12—a cousin saved me. At 19, I nearly died from complications following umbilical hernia surgery. My mother died last year at 49; I spent Christmas crying—it was the worst day of my life. A cousin of mine died of cancer while still young. I go through so much hardship in life; even now, my mental state is terrible. There’s no one to help me—no family, no friends, no one at all. You’re just someone who complains a lot, man.

 

[RealSchizo]

I probably shouldn't be saying this, but here goes... Man, my life was messed up from the very start—even while I was still in my mother's womb. My brother caused her so much stress that I almost didn't make it into this world; I was born premature, at seven months. My mother even took medication to try to abort me, but I survived. I suffered so much—psychological abuse and sexual abuse that destroyed my life. To this day, I’ve been humiliated, mocked, and spat on; I faced racism and bullying at school for being fat. Girls would laugh in my face, and I’d go to the bathroom to cry. My brother used to beat me constantly, and my mother did nothing; she told me I was a mistake, though she didn't know what she was saying. I almost drowned when I was 12—a cousin saved me. At 19, I nearly died from complications following umbilical hernia surgery. My mother died last year at 49; I spent Christmas crying—it was the worst day of my life. A cousin of mine died of cancer while still young. I go through so much hardship in life; even now, my mental state is terrible. There’s no one to help me—no family, no friends, no one at all. You’re just someone who complains a lot, man.

I don't give a fuck, I am on an incel forum, and I'll complain all I want. I nearly died 2 times myself due to being a dysgenic spawn not fit for survival. I was bullied relentlessly, and mentally tortured by both family and at school, nowhere was safe. I have been submitted my entire life, I know my place since throughout my entire life I have been submitted by basically everyone, even uglier people than myself, my parents divorced when I was in first grade, I couldn't stop envying those with an actual family structure, my dad used to drink a lot, and spike my cortisol since a vulnerable age. My experience at school was the worst one. I was fat and a target for everyone, a CHAD beat me up once, I was extorted multiple times by violent ethnics, kids from other classes would come to my classroom just to bully me. My dad used whom I forgave used to call me retarded, incapable, garbage, the kids at school called me a pig, and various other bad words that are now forever ingrained in my brain forever. I was born autistic with severe learning disabilities and poor motor skills. Even the kids in kindergarten used to ostracize me due to my brutal NDness.

 

[PLS HALP ME]

I don't give a fuck, I am on an incel forum, and I'll complain all I want. I nearly died 2 times myself due to being a dysgenic spawn not fit for survival. I was bullied relentlessly, and mentally tortured by both family and at school, nowhere was safe. I have been submitted my entire life, I know my place since throughout my entire life I have been submitted by basically everyone, even uglier people than myself, my parents divorced when I was in first grade, I couldn't stop envying those with an actual family structure, my dad used to drink a lot, and spike my cortisol since a vulnerable age. My experience at school was the worst one. I was fat and a target for everyone, a CHAD beat me up once, I was extorted multiple times by violent ethnics, kids from other classes would come to my classroom just to bully me. My dad used whom I forgave used to call me retarded, incapable, garbage, the kids at school called me a pig, and various other bad words that are now forever ingrained in my brain forever. I was born autistic with severe learning disabilities and poor motor skills. Even the kids in kindergarten used to ostracize me due to my brutal NDness.

I'm sorry about all of this; life for many on this forum isn't a bed of roses.

 

[Sir Silentium]

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