Venting DNR tier post

[HotDogCel]

The pain is particularly vivid today, I can't do shit. I feel like all this is not real. I feel like I am gonna wake up and that the guy I see in the mirror isn't me.
Many times, I find myself staring at my PC screen (the desktop), my locked phone screen, or even just my keyboard for 5 to 10 minutes.
It may seem like nothing, but having my brain completely wrecked by hundreds of negative thoughts for 5 or 10 minutes, to the point where I can't process any more information and just end up staring at a static object, is brutal.
I wish I was lovable

 

[HODL HONKLER]

dnr

 

[alex_cwb7272]

You okay?

 

[Thugs-5-Less]

Just think positively bro

and self improooove

 

[Mistake]

The pain is particularly vivid today, I can't do shit. I feel like all this is not real. I feel like I am gonna wake up and that the guy I see in the mirror isn't me.
Many times, I find myself staring at my PC screen (the desktop), my locked phone screen, or even just my keyboard for 5 to 10 minutes.
It may seem like nothing, but having my brain completely wrecked by hundreds of negative thoughts for 5 or 10 minutes, to the point where I can't process any more information and just end up staring at a static object, is brutal.
I wish I was lovable

I do this every day, I stare at my screen and think about how shit and pointless my life is.

 

[HotDogCel]

You okay?

ye

 

[alex_cwb7272]

ye

Alright.

 

[Razielcel]

Dissociating.

 

[HotDogCel]

Just think positively bro

and self improooove

I do this every day, I stare at my screen and think about how shit and pointless my life is.

 

[Grodd]

Just think positively bro

and self improooove