JohnDoe
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Ended up going to a commercial diving school because I heard the work was very dangerous and pays well. (figured I'd either die on the job or make a lot of money to cope with). But going through this class has made me even more suicidal.
I didn't know anyone here when the course started and vice-versa, so I used it as an opportunity for a fresh slate. In the end I still ended up being the outcast. I've mentioned before that there is a single foid taking this course in Chad couldn't process 40/10. Additionally she's been acknowledging every guy in a positive manor aside from me. It's not even just her, It's become apparent that nobody likes me being around. Almost everyone has been trying to get me off their crew when diving, those that don't never make an effort to try to include me. At this point when class ends I just sit in my room alone while everyone else sits outside with each other and has a blast. I'll never fit in to society and yet I'm still too big of a pussy to tie the rope. This Friday I'm going to drown my sorrows with a 40% Smirnoff (Saturdays are our days off, so if I get a bad hangover it won't effect classes)
I just wish I could LDAR for the rest of my life
I didn't know anyone here when the course started and vice-versa, so I used it as an opportunity for a fresh slate. In the end I still ended up being the outcast. I've mentioned before that there is a single foid taking this course in Chad couldn't process 40/10. Additionally she's been acknowledging every guy in a positive manor aside from me. It's not even just her, It's become apparent that nobody likes me being around. Almost everyone has been trying to get me off their crew when diving, those that don't never make an effort to try to include me. At this point when class ends I just sit in my room alone while everyone else sits outside with each other and has a blast. I'll never fit in to society and yet I'm still too big of a pussy to tie the rope. This Friday I'm going to drown my sorrows with a 40% Smirnoff (Saturdays are our days off, so if I get a bad hangover it won't effect classes)
I just wish I could LDAR for the rest of my life





